I am at a loss for words. My mind goes blank every time I think of you. I feel heartsick. My heart physically aches from your absence. It's not fair to you. You don't even know the full story. I want you, but I can't have you. I feel numb. My mind is frozen. I cannot even begin to explain. It's the helplessness that destroys me. The loneliness pierces my soul. You left me in a black hole, an unescapable sphere. I want my freedom back-something only you can give me. Please let me go, please free my mind. Your unrequited love is causing a catastrophe. I need a good bye not goodbye. Can you give me that? Can you hear me screaming for my liberation from your wrath? Step into my black space. Touch my heart. Restrain me not. I need a good bye not goodbye.