The
Profane Parables and Nihilistic Narrations by a Perverse
Pariah
Offering Occasional Observations of Odd Occurrences
And
an Astonishingly Annoying Amount and Application of Alliteration
The
following contains explicit language, violent conduct and numerous
moral ambiguities. It is also sideways-eight-percent true in all
aspects. The reader may recognize a seemingly unreliable amount of
foresight in some aspects, and therefore doubt its validity. Well,
I'm a post-transcendentalist, ominous, God-like figure capable of
being everywhere at once. And yes, I could create a mountain so
massive that even I couldn’t move it. So there. For these
reasons, it should be ritualistically recited at bedside to small
children, to ensure a future generation full of promising
politicians, priests and food service employees.
Boredom
is one of those undesirable and unavoidable aspects of first-world
life, kind of like headaches, or morning talk shows with an all
female cast. Sometimes, it’s impossible to break the monotony
of day-to-day life, and not consider what it’s like to work in
a haphazardly primitive factory making Nikes at gunpoint, in exchange
for a daily bowl of rice to feed your family of four. Additionally,
if you’re a post-transcendentalist, ominous, God-like figure
capable of being everywhere at once like me, you may find yourself
keeping your consciousness active at unconventional hours. This is
even worse, as it’s a day-to-night-to-day-to-night kind of
monotony that often results in temporary lapses of sanity. Maybe one
of these lapses makes a person more susceptible to the suggestion of
walking half a mile across town at three o’ clock in the
morning to hang out with a friend (A.K.A. Friend) currently
trip-sitting another friend (A.K.A. Grace Slick) through a bad
psilocybin pilgrimage.
She
had claimed to see the Devil in the form of a “nudist Buddhist,
named after nectar.” Friend, citing me as a supreme powerhouse
of spiritual prowess, summoned my services and assistance in the
matter. I gathered the necessary components; Red Sage, a fuzzy, neon
poster, rosary beads, a vial of holy water (with an additional
spoonful of Rohypnol created by secular scientists underneath the
Vatican and sold to Pennsylvanian colleges), and Jefferson Airplane’s
Surrealistic
Pillow album.
The
full-moon of spring, although luminously reflecting the Sun’s
light just an hour prior, had become overcastted with a copious
congregation of cumulonimbus clouds. The clouds had just started
crying as I left my residence and began my voyage. Sandspot was a
one-street town, hosting nine blocks worth of useful shops and
locations. First, there was Father Pregiano’s Pizzeria and Pup,
which was well noted amongst residents for its excellent service,
kneading of fresh dough, possible mob affiliations and beer.
Immediately after that, the Beer Distributor was located, well noted
amongst residents for its beer. And then there was Club 121, a bar
well noted amongst residents for its aristocratic membership
requirements and its beer. Next, there was Swiggers, a dive bar well
noted amongst residents for its beer and Cocaine. At the end of the
street, there was the Liquor Store neighboring the Tobacco Outlet
across the street from the Pawn Shop, well noted amongst residents
for its liquors, tobacco products and robberies. Most of the occupied
homes, however, were suburbanly constructed upon the overlooking,
sometimes very steep and slanted hill.
I
was less than a quarter of the way up this hellacious hillside,
smoking a cigarette to look cool and grown up and failing miserably
in keeping it dry. I thankfully had enough foresight to wrap the
components in a plastic shopping bag, keeping them more unexposed
than tangible proof of Osama Bin Laden’s assassination. Being a
post-transcendentalist, ominous, God-like figure has its advantages
at time. I threw the cigarette in a puddle, sacrificing looking cool
and grown up in exchange for that ever-satisfying “skczzz”
sound
of extinguishment. Only I didn’t hear it. The sound had been
muffled by another sound, a tonally inconsistent gust of wind. I
turned around and looked down the acutely-angled alleyway, realizing
that it wasn’t a tonally inconsistent gust of wind; it was a
tonally inconsistent sob of person.
Walking
in my direction with a fidgety rhythm of zig and zag, a woman was
deliriously crying and gripping her hair. She didn’t appear to
be appropriately dressed for the watery weather. In fact, she didn’t
appear to be dressed at all. She was full-beaver, no-shoe naked (not
even wearing a pair of Nike socks from a haphazardly primitive
factory, in the pouring rain, at about three twenty in the morning,
in a neighborhood well noted amongst neighboring neighborhoods for
its beer). Something about this scenario is certainly awry, and most
sane people would both totally ignore it and just leave it to the
police, like whenever a college football coach sees another college
football coach showering with pre-adolescent children.
Most
sane people wouldn’t even be out at this hour, let alone with a
bag of Hippy knick-knacks and on their way to console Grace Slick,
who was now convinced of Satan’s involvement with Buddhism
(It’s not well known that during Buddha’s 40-day stay in
a tree, he met a serpent who spoke fluent Latin and tried persuading
him to sit in a more comfortable apple tree across the forest).
Your
inane and inarguably insane narrator walked towards the woman, who
had again released a wail into the wind and rain.
“…You
okay?” I awkwardly asked her with a tone of immediate regret.
If I had a dollar for every time I minded my own business, I’d
be able to open up Club 122. People’d love the beer.
“*Sobs*
Wh-wh-who are you? Where am I?” it was a voice vibrating with
glass narcotics, more shattered than her dreams.
Her
head was a horrifyingly hollow orb featuring sunken eyes, waxy cheeks
and unsymmetrical wrinkles. Her apparent age was somewhere in between
the small, determinable margin of twenty through fifty-five. She
couldn’t have weighed more than eighty pounds. Pock marks and
picked scabs speckled her arms, neck and chin. Had she been blonde
and ten pounds lighter, she might’ve made the cut for
Victoria’s Secret Model of the Year.
“*Sobs*
my name’s Hunny, hunny, can I use your phone?”
“Sure,
whatever you need, here you go. What happened? Are you okay? Do you
know where you are?”
When I’m not a narcissistic
nihilist and perverse pariah I’d like to think that I’m a
pretty congenial person.
She
ignored my interrogation though, sputtering out “*Sobs* Oh
they’re not answering! *Sobs* Hunny, can you walk Hunny home?”
“Does
Hunny know where home is? What the fuck happened?” I cautiously
replied.
She
grabbed my wrist without answering and led me through the alleyway.
The rainfall had now turned into a tempestuous downpour, and the only
visible street light eerily faded out. There wasn’t even an
ever-satisfying “skczzz”
sound.
Hunny, still leading, opened a white picket gate and stumbled into
the yard. She was muttering something about once spending an entire
month in an apple tree with an obese man with sleepy eyes. Reaching
the house’s screen door, she imposingly knocked. No lights
inside turned on and nobody answered.
“Com-come
with me,” Hunny slurred through a sob, again grabbing my hand
and leading me back into the alleyway.
“Where
are you going? I don’t think you know what you’re doing.”
She was approaching, literally, the next door neighbor’s gate
to repeat the same process. Maybe she actually was a Victoria’s
Secret Model of the Year and just owned every house on the block.
Successful models with narcotics dependencies live in multiple homes,
right? Before I could even consider an answer, Hunny’s
submersible eyes stopped crying and started shooting daggers at me.
Her head cocked to the side, like an analytical cat wondering what it
would do if it could actually catch the red dot.
“Who
are you?” she asked, as if noticing me for the first time.
I
raised an eyebrow, a la Dwayne Johnson, and replied, “Pariah?
You used my phone? I’m helping you get home?”
“WHO
ARE YOU?” it had turned into a shout. “WHO ARE YOU? I’M
HUNNY BUT I DON’T KNOW YOU! I DON’T TRUST YOU! I DON’T
TRUST YOU!”
Fuck
this. As an occasional
habitué
of humanitarianism and negligent naiveté, I tried to help this
woman, which wasn’t very well thought out for someone carrying
a bag of Hippy knick-knacks uphill in the rain at three o’
clock in the morning. I just now considered how lucky I was that the
whole thing wasn’t a setup. At least I hadn’t been
stabbed, robbed and given the same kind of displeasures that come
with spending time with college football coaches or something.
“Fuck
you then, junkie!” I turned around and started back to the
hillside.
“THAT’S
NOT THE FIRST TIME HUNNY’S HEARD THAT! I’LL SEE YOU IN
HELL HUNNY!”
Her
appreciative response echoed behind me, and Hunny went back to crying
and looking for her child, or whatever it was she was doing before
your narcissistic and nihilistic narrator came along.
By
the time I got to Friend’s house, a cordial four ten A.M. or
so, Grace Slick had become more tranquil. She realized, Friend
informed me, that even though The Great Beast had tempted Buddha into
more comfortable trees, he never actually left his. Instead, he told
the serpent to piss off and just went back to what he was doing in
the first place; sitting on a hard oak branch, starving himself and
reaching enlightenment. He left the tree with wisdom for the
centuries, but his posterior felt like he had spent a semester in
some Pennsylvanian University.
In
conclusion, Friend, Grace Slick and I watched the Sun rise and shine
through the mousy morning mist. Friend taste-tested the holy water,
and, for some unknown reason, passed out shortly afterwards. Grace
Slick had a headache from all the drugs and metaphysics. I had grown
bored and held discernible disdain the song that was currently
playing on the stereo, "J.P.P.
McStep B. Blues." I decided to go to the local coffee and donut
shop to help re-energize myself after the long night. The beer was
recommendable.
The
End
Points: 455
Reviews: 359
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