I Never Forgot You, Ever

I Never Forgot You, Ever
 
I wish I could remember what I was like,
the way you used to compliment me.
When you told me your feelings;
for me.
 
I wish I could remember how you romanced me,
the songs you used to send.
Those blushing messages;
only for my eyes.
 
I wish I could remember why I said no,
when I said distance was too much.
Why I thought I could live;
without you.
 
I wish I could remember being happy,
seeing your smiling face.
Hearing your voice;
your eyes.
 
I wish I could remember our promises,
that you'd lock away half your heart.
And I'd give you the pieces I had left;
forever.
 
I wish I could remember  when you wanted me,
when I said that I would love you.
And you said you would;
i still would.
 
I wish I didn't have to remember feeling regret,
knowing that it was my mistake.
When you were there in front of me;
forgive me.
 
I wish I could remember a night where I didn't cry,
to wake up on a dry pillow.
I just don't know;
anymore;