In the days that followed their
escape from the ship, Kaelin recovered from her injuries. She did not have to
stay in the hospital long, because she was not seriously hurt. However, while
she was still there, Belle was admitted. On the evening of the same day that
Hook had forced the information out of Jiminy and Kaelin, he had injured Belle.
She was all right, but he had pushed her across the town border in the process.
She couldn’t remember who she was. Kaelin visited her, gently reestablishing a
friendship with her, but it was hard. Still,
surely there’s a way to restore her memories, Kaelin thought hopefully.
Surely they would before long. It was hard for anything to discourage Kaelin
these days, not with the upcoming wedding.
In fact, wedding preparations
occupied most of Kaelin’s thoughts now. Whatever else was happening in
Storybrooke, it didn’t seem nearly as important as the fact that Jiminy was
alive, and Jiminy was going to marry her. Kaelin was buzzing with an excitement
and anticipation bordering on terror.
Of course, the wedding expenses were
a problem. Jiminy was still trying to reestablish a savings fund, so he was
short on money at the moment. However, Kaelin didn’t feel she needed a fancy
wedding. What were the essentials for a wedding? Nice clothes, a cake, an
officiator, friends, and golden rings. That seemed like enough. Granny was
going to make a cake at no cost because of her friendship with Jiminy. An
officiator and friends for the wedding party had been chosen.
As for Kaelin’s dress, she and Nova
set out to make that themselves. Kaelin had finally decided to go ahead and
drop out of school, though it was her last year, so she had time. Her cleaning
work was still present, even when Rumpelstiltskin flew to Manhattan to look for
his son, but without school taking up time, she was able to finish it in the
first few days of the week.
The dress was going to be simple, of
course. Despite the diligent instruction Gus-Gus had given her, Kaelin’s
abilities were still rather small. She decided to make it like the one they had
made for Cinderella, only all white. As for the veil, they would have to buy
that somewhere. Kaelin had no idea how to make something like that.
The two clumsiest girls in
Storybrooke trying to sew a wedding dress together was a sight to behold.
Kaelin kept wishing that Gus was there to lend them his expertise. In fact, if
Gus had been there, they would have turned the task entirely over to him. He
would have loved the chance to make something truly excellent.
In the end, they had to seek help
from some more experienced sewers in the convent, who pulled out most of their
stitches and practically had them start over. However, the dress turned out
nicely after all that. The wedding rings were the only major expense.
~~~
In the rest of her free time before
the wedding, Kaelin spent hours upon hours talking with Jiminy in his office.
They talked about things they had never talked about before. In the hold of
that ship, when she had seen Jiminy still alive, something had changed in
Kaelin. She felt like she had reconnected with her old, hopeful self. “Why?” she
began to ask as they talked. Why had she felt it was her fault when her mother died?
It wasn’t—she had done everything she could. Why did she abuse herself over her
mistakes and feel so ashamed of even the smallest ones? Wasn’t it because that
attitude had been trained into her while she was growing up? It was holding her
back, but it could be changed.
From that moment when she had
decided to pray for Belle, Kaelin began to realize other things too. Namely,
that it was okay for her to be imperfect. It was okay for her to be unable to
do certain things and to make mistakes. It would even be okay if she was below
average—though Kaelin had at last begun to question the notion that she was. It
wasn’t a sin to be clumsy or socially awkward or incapable: it was okay,
because she didn’t have to depend on herself for everything. It was okay to
depend on others and on that great Goodness which was the source of conscience.
As Kaelin began to overcome barriers
of shame, she found that she was even able to talk to Jiminy about her
resentment toward King George over Gus’s murder. Jiminy listened closely, and
admitted he had some of the same feelings, though he hadn’t been quite as close
to Gus. They could work through that resentment together, but the goal had to
be forgiveness.
The time Kaelin spent talking with
Jiminy was not, however, simply like her seeing a psychologist. There was give
and take in these discussions. At times, Jiminy would be the one talking for
hours, and Kaelin would listen. It turned out that he had a lot to get off his
chest too, including his doubts about whether he was really qualified to practice
psychology.
Yet Jiminy’s deepest nagging anxiety
was the fear that perhaps—somehow—Geppetto still held a grudge against him.
Geppetto had showed him such affection now, hadn’t he? He had called Jiminy his
brother and had been devastated at his funeral. He had even given Jiminy
permission to marry Kaelin. He had said a lot of things that sounded like
forgiveness, but still he had never said those words—“I forgive you.” Jiminy
still ached to hear those three, specific words from the boy who had given him
his umbrella. As long as he didn’t hear them, there was still doubt. In the
Enchanted Forest, he had thought he was forgiven, but then the grudge had
unexpectedly appeared again: Help, eh?
Like you helped my parents? Jiminy repeated those words aloud. They still
hurt him.
Slowly resurfacing from that raw and
painful discussion of Jiminy’s deepest worries, Kaelin and Jiminy began to talk
about Pinocchio. He was still missing, and Geppetto still could hardly think of
anything else. All he had found was the little, red cap. Where could Geppetto’s
son be?
Just then, there was a pair of running
footsteps down the hall and a furious rapping on the door. Rather alarmed,
Jiminy jumped up and hurried to open it. He swung the door open, then froze,
his mouth open with astonishment. Curious, Kaelin tried to see what had
surprised him so. Geppetto was there in the doorway, but Jiminy wasn’t looking
at Geppetto. He was looking down. Kaelin got up and walked toward them. She
froze too.
There beside Geppetto was an
adorable little boy with round cheeks and freckles, a little, button nose, and
wavy, brown hair. He had a huge grin on his face, and his dark brown eyes
glistened with excitement. He turned to look up at Geppetto. “Father,” he began
breathlessly, “Is this little Auntie Kaelin and Jiminy Cricket?”
“That’s right, my boy,” Geppetto
replied, crouching down and putting an arm around his shoulder.
A smile spread across Jiminy’s face,
and he laughed in amazement. “Pinocchio?”
he gasped.
“Yes,” Geppetto replied, blinking
back joyful tears, “It’s Pinocchio!”
“Ohhh-ho-ho, come here!” Jiminy
exclaimed, also getting down to the boy’s level. He held out his arms.
Pinocchio ran into them, and Jiminy hugged him tightly. Then Kaelin hugged him
too.
“But…how?” Jiminy asked as they all
stood up, Geppetto lifting Pinocchio in his arms.
“That…is a long story,” Geppetto
replied, “I think we should sit down.”
And so they all sat around on the
couches while Geppetto told the events of the day—How Snow had met Pinocchio in
the woods. How he was an adult, but he had been turned back into wood because
he had not been able to resist the temptations of this new world. Then Geppetto
described their search for him, and how he had sacrificed his life to warn them
of some threat, and how at last the Blue Fairy had used this selfless, honest
bravery to turn him into a real boy again. A real boy for sure—he was tiny again! It was their chance to start over. Pinocchio
listened to all this with some curiosity. He could remember a little of his
life before he had been turned into a boy again, but most of it was foggy, like
a dream.
After he finished telling his tale,
Geppetto turned and focused intently on Jiminy and Kaelin, his smiling face
becoming serious. “There is something I want to tell you,” he began, speaking
intensely, “Especially you, Jiminy.”
Jiminy tensed, his eyes widening
slightly. He seemed to be holding his breath. Kaelin found she was holding hers
too.
“Over the days since the curse
broke, and…especially now, I have come to understand something,” Geppetto said.
His voice shook, and his eyes seemed a little too bright. “Jiminy, you…are not the one who needs to be
forgiven.”
Shock and concern clashed in
Jiminy’s face. “Wha—” he breathed, but couldn’t continue.
Tears filled Geppetto’s eyes, and
his lips trembled, but he plunged on: “I have been cruel to you,” he admitted,
“To both of you. Jiminy, what you
did…to my parents…was a mistake. And
yet you spent the rest of your life trying to make it up to me. You showed me
nothing but kindness. But what did I do? I did nothing but take advantage of that kindness—and of your love and dedication, Kaelin. I used
your sincerity to manipulate you and keep you under control. I’m sorry. Jiminy,
I know you have no reason to forgive me after I withheld forgiveness from you,
but I’m asking you now. Please forgive me.”
Jiminy was looking at him with wide,
pitying eyes, his brow furrowed. He shook his head. “Geppetto, we’ve never thought of it that way!” he
assured him, as though speaking for both himself and Kaelin.
“No,” Kaelin said softly, her eyes
on Geppetto. Jiminy stopped, staring at her in astonishment. “No. Geppetto,
you’re right.” She swallowed hard but couldn’t stop her voice from shaking.
“You have taken advantage of us.”
Geppetto lowered his gaze and
nodded.
“And I’m glad you’ve seen it,”
Kaelin went on, “Because…because that means we can finally move forward—” A
sudden sob escaped her, and she pressed her hand over her mouth. Trying to
control herself, she went on: “Oh, I forgive you—of course I do. All I want is
for there to be nothing between us anymore. But whether Jiminy wants to forgive
you too is—is up to him.”
“Well—well, yes, I forgive you,”
Jiminy said quickly, leaning toward Geppetto with a twitch of his chin, “But
wha—what do you mean I’m not the one
who needs to be forgiven?!” His voice rose, and he sounded almost angry. “I need you to forgive me, Geppetto!
Haven’t I made that clear enough? Why won’t you understand?”
For a moment, Geppetto was
speechless. His dark eyes searched Jiminy’s face. Then, slowly and
deliberately, as though struggling with himself, he said, “I…forgive you, Jiminy. I really do. If,
God forbid, I ever try to hold that over your head again, just remind me of
this day. I forgive you.” Suddenly, in his eyes, there was an extraordinary
vulnerability, like the little, orphaned boy he had been. Moved with compassion,
Jiminy stood up and held the old man’s head to his chest while he cried. Kaelin
came too and knelt by the couch, hugging him, and Pinocchio held his hand.
“Thank you, Kaelin,” Geppetto
whispered, “Thank you for caring about me enough to give me such a wonderful
friend.”
~~~
At last, the day of the wedding
came. It was beautiful. Kaelin wore her homemade, white, silk dress, a white
veil, and more makeup than she had ever worn before. The makeup was subtle, but
it created a lovely effect with her olive skin. Jiminy looked striking in a
black-and-white suit, though Kaelin thought his usual, eclectic layers of
earth-toned, patterned sweater-vests and overcoats suited him better. He had
carefully combed his hair so that it rose in soft, red curls.
Blue officiated the marriage. Kaelin’s
maid of honor was Nova, of course, and Ella was her second bridesmaid. Poor
Geppetto had to both fill the role of “father of the bride” and stand as
Jiminy’s best man, so he did a bit of running back and forth. Grumpy was the
second groomsman. Noticing Nova and Grumpy stealing glances at each other
throughout the wedding, Kaelin hopefully recalled the old saying: “goin’ to a
wedding is the makin’ of another”. Little Pinocchio carried in the rings on a
velvet pillow, as solemn as could be, his adorable, round face set with
concentration. The wedding guests included Henry, Emma, Snow White and Prince
Charming, Red and Granny, the other dwarves (except for Sneezy), Prince Thomas
and baby Alexandra, and even “Lacey”—who was Belle with false memories (though
she seemed a bit bored by the whole thing). Oh, and Pongo, of course.
“…I believe that the same qualities
which made Pinocchio into a real boy are also the qualities which make a
lasting marriage,” Blue said as she reached the end of her speech, “And so,
Jiminy and Kaelin, I will give you the same charge I gave to him: be brave,
truthful, and unselfish. Be brave—ready to support each other no matter what
hardships you might face. Truthful—not keeping secrets from each other, but
being honest above all. Unselfish—putting your spouse’s needs above your own.
If you hold to these virtues, then nothing can ever come between you.”
After that, Jiminy and Kaelin
exchanged vows and rings. They sealed the marriage with a kiss.
Thus, even our humble, little Jiminy
Cricket found true love. This, I suppose, is his happy ending, and also the
happy ending for the girl who traveled to the stars. Many other things happened
in Storybrooke after that, and they experienced many other joys and sorrows, but
their love remained strong through it all. And so, Jiminy Cricket and Kaelin
Mouse lived happily ever after.
~The End~
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