I woke up with his arms around me. I could feel his body pressed against mine. I felt his breath on my skin, and it was amazing. I looked at his beautiful sleeping face, and took comfort in the fact he was mine. I felt so overjoyed when I realized I would have this every morning. I leaned over and kissed his lovely lips.
Waking up, he moved his lips with mine. His grip around my waist grew tighter, and he rolled us over so he was on top. Leaning down he placed sweet soft kisses down my neck, and whispered “I love you angel” once he got to my ear.
I was in pure bliss. My heart raced at his words, and I felt so much love for this boy. I brought his head to mine; stared into his gorgeous eyes, and said “I love you too my darling.”
Feeling my heart leap as he smiled that beautiful smile of his. I brought my lips back to his, and thought I was the luckiest girl in the world.
This must have been a dream. For when I really woke up; I was alone in my bed. I realized I still had a year and a half until I can be with that sweet boy. Tears welled in my eyes as the pain in my chest grew.
I feel so alone.
In my dreams he was so close, but in reality he is so far. I would give anything to have him here. To feel his gentle hands touch my skin. To feel his strong arms around my waist. I just want to feel safe, loved, and protected.
He is my future, and I would do anything to have that now.
I would do anything to have the boy of dreams.