Young Writers Society

I would do anything for him. I would change for him. One day I got up my courage to ask him if I am ever on his mind. He said no.😕I asked him if he thought I was pretty. He said no. 🙁I asked him if he wanted to be with me forever but he said no. 😞I felt the tears forming in my eyes. I asked him one more question. I asked if I left would he be sad but he said no.😢I started to cry.😭 I wanted to run 🏃♀️ but he grabbed my arm. He said “ You're not sometimes on my mind because your constantly on my mind. Your not pretty because your gorgeous. I don’t want to be with you forever because I need to be with you forever. 💕 And if you left I wouldn’t be sad because I would die without you.💕💔”

This is the moment I knew he was for me. I knew I wanted him to be mine but I just needed to know before I moved any farther. Now I know and I’m ready to spend the night. I know a lot of things I will regret but that's the point. I’m supposed to make mistakes and learn from them. That’s what I’m gonna do.

One day we were playing a game and I was hiding behind a house while he was looking for me. He found me but came up behind me and hugged me. I was surprised and jumped but I turned around and hugged him back. We were alone because our parents didn’t care where we were as long as we were alive and we called daily. So I spent the night at his house because it started storming.

“I’m scared 🙁” I said. “Don’t worry you’ll be ok because I’m with you” he said in a deep passionate voice. I looked into his eyes and I knew I was safe. They a huge lightning bolt hit near us and he loss power. I was facing him then I put my head against his chest. We were laying in his bed at his brothers house. Both of our parents were living outta town. He hugged me and kept me warm. I can’t believe what’s happening right now. I’m laying in he same bed as the guy who I liked forever.

How did I do this? I’m not sure but I like being safe in his arms. I like feeling the warmth of his body warming mine. I like feeling his fingertips running against my back as he soothes me to sleep. Everything about him makes me feel calm and safe. Why do I only feel this way around him? I know that I love him. At least I did....

I didn’t know what hit me when he broke my heart. I asked him why he was avoiding me but he said “I can’t answer that question.” The next day I figured out why. He was planning a surprise gift for me. He flew in my best friend that moved to Florida.

I jumped into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist. I couldn’t believe he would do that for me! I guess he really did love me. But trust me this isn’t the end for its only the beginning....

Everyday I would kiss him every time I saw him. I loved him so much that without him I would still be so broken that I wouldn’t even still have a heart. He hurt me so much that I might not even be alive if it wasn’t for my new bf Max.

He meant everything to me and I knew he felt the same. I jumped into his arms and wrapped my leg around him and told him “Please don’t ever leave me because... well I love you”🥰

I didn’t think he would hug me so tight I could barley breathe. I wish that he was still the same guy I fell in love with but he changed... I found a new guy and his name was...Jackson.

Everyday he is the only one that notices the little things that I change about myself. He’s the only reason that I would ever change. He’s the one and only guy for me.🥰❤️ Everyone used to bully me because I liked him so much but I never cared tho. I never understood why he would stare at me in class and always try to be right beside me. Like today my hair was lighter and he was surprised. That’s why my ex and myself were never too close. Me and Jackson (Jack for short) would always make jokes and mess around. I would love for my and my ex to have the same relationship but it’s all ruined because of HER!😟

She stole him from me and I didn’t even see it coming. I guess that Max doesn’t love me after all😓. “I don’t think I can go one like this” I kept telling myself everyday in the mirror until one day I gave up. I waked up to max and asked him why would he play with my feelings like that and he didn’t say anything. All he did was nod me off and kept on with his conversation. I started not being able to breathe then my vision started to blur and the next thing I knew I was shaking and in the floor. All the other people just stood by and so did Max.

I woke in the hospital with a tube down my throat with Jackson and Max both by my side in tears. I didn’t believe Max was there because he hates me but yet here he was.Jackson was no surprise because I know that he would always be there for me. That day my parents were still in Illinois and I’m in Georgia. I didn’t have anywhere to go again so I went home with Jackson. It’s no surprise that Jack didn’t let me do anything but lay in bed. Only a few times he would leave me alone to do things around his brothers house. His parents live in Wisconsin so he lived with his brother.

I was so cold that when I got up my skin was ice cold and pale so he didn’t let me leave without him right beside me. He didn’t want me to have another seizure and mine are so bad that I can’t breathe and it’s like I’m underwater and someone is pulling me down. Jack said “You have to stay with me”. I asked why and Jack said“ Because I need you to stay with me because i love you and I need you”.

I laid back down and laid my head on his chest. He did exactly what Max did. He rubbed his fingertips across my back and kept me warm. Last at night he got up and he woke me up not knowing he did. When he came back it happened again! When he came back to comfort me he found me just in time to save me. I was face down having another seizure. We didn’t go to the hospital this time so he ran a cold bath and put me into it not caring if I still had my clothes on. I woke up soaked with him by my side and rubbing my back. I tried to get up but I couldn’t because he was keeping me in the bath until he got a towel.

I was so cold that when I got out I had to change so luckily I had some extra clothes and after I got changed I tripped over something and Jackson barged through the door not caring if I was dressed or not. He said “are you ok? What happened?” I told him that I tripped so he carried me to his bed and covered me up. He slipped in beside me and once again my head was on him.

The next day we went to school and we stayed beside me the whole day no matter what I did. I swear at one point I wanted to hug him so bad. I didn’t tell him but I had a medical condition to where sometimes I can have pain attacks, be paralyzed, and I could be ice cold and not be able to be warmed up. I don’t want him to know that I’m especially really fragile. At his house I played a game of softball with him like I used to do all the time and he hit my weak leg. I immediately collapsed and I couldn’t get up. I couldn’t get up and I was paralyzed.

The next day I wasn’t able to move so I just laid on Jackson’s bed and he cuddled me and kept me warm.😊 I love him.♥️ I know this sounds weird but I wanted to stay with him. I never understood how much someone could love me until Jackson showed me.

That night I couldn’t sleep so I just stayed up until around 3 am and the power went out. I was so scared that i couldn’t even handle myself that at one point I just started crying. I hate being in the dark and being alone. Jackson was right beside me but yet my nerves were still shot. The whole neighborhood lost power. I was the only one awake at 3am and I was scared.