All The Things I Never Said

All The Things I Never Said

There's a thousand things I want to tell you
Yet none of them I can, not even a few
I've waited for the right moment, opportunity to say
Yet will I ever even to this day?

Of all the time we spent together
full of opportunity to tell you, yet I knew better.
If I had said that I chose not to tell you would you forgive me?
Yet still I am sure you wouldn't believe me.

I had looked in your eyes, and yet still I struggled
Although I had not lied, it's what I didn't say up it bubbled.
"What is it" you had said, hazel eyes staring deep into mine
But to you I replied "Nothing. I'm fine"

Would you believe me now had I said that I was drowning
My sorrows doused in a bottle I had been downing,
Buried were my thoughts, feelings, words
I shut them up like the small caged birds.

I wish I had said that it was for your life that I feared for you
That loosing you would kill me, its true
If I could say it I would, yet with all my strength I still choke
A thousand things I want to tell you, my heart it is broke

So forgive me if you can, but even if you don't-
There is many things I want to tell you,
Here is one that if you don't believe still is true
One is that it is you I cannot lose