The village was always cold,
with silver clouds filling up the sky. A handful of times have I truly basked
in the glory of the sun and only when I was a child; too young to appreciate
the glow. The village grew accustom to the dullness, myself included, it was
about as odd as a chicken laying an egg.
There
was something that no one could ever become normalized and that was the
Banshees. Tales say their arrival was a curse upon the village, why the curse
existed was long forgotten or erased from history entirely. The creatures tend
to stay at the port, cutting off all outside travel leaving the village trapped
in a foggy nightmare.
Since
as far back as anyone in the village can remember the banshee’s have existed,
their only goal to wander our port in search of girls to abduct, attacking
anyone who dare cross their path. Our only means of defense is The Guild. A
small but dedicated group of proud swordsmen and women who risk themselves to
shield the village. They are a noble band of fierce people who gain the respect
of everyone, a band I am grateful to be part of.
Since I
was a child I watched the skilled sword wielders parade through our village and
through the forest towards the port, with nothing but admiration in my eyes. I
had made it my life goal to join them and thought of nothing else. My obsession
took up most of my time to the point where I’d stay up late into the night. Mother
would always scold me with a sharp smack to the ear whenever she’d find me in
bed with a lit candle and book on my lap.
“Little boys and girls need
their rest,” she would say, as she pried the book from my hands. “The Guild
don’t accept sleepy-heads into their ranks.”
She
would place the book into her stained apron pouch before planting a kiss on my
head.
Of
course I protested her taking away my book. “If I don’t study then it won’t
matter if I am well-rested or not.” A sour look on my face and resentment of
her kiss.
My
mother looked at me her face scrunched up, putting deep fear that I’d receive
another smack in my heart. The smack never came, instead she just knelt down at
my bedside and tucked me in.
“Don’t
worry, tomorrow I’ll plan something so you won’t have any more of these late
nights.”
I had
no idea what she was talking about, throughout the night I tried to guess what
she had in store for me. Would she have someone tutor me, was my first idea.
Then I remembered how little money my family made and a tutor was well out of
our price range. My next guess was that she’d actually contact The Guild and
have them train me personally. The guess was far-fetched as I was her only
daughter and there was no way she’d allow me to travel so far from home. I
still imagined it, however. Some children go off to train with The Guild at
very young ages and I always envied them with harsh spite. They lived something
which I had only experienced in dreams and daytime’s fantasies.
The night
I pictured myself fighting alongside the children I was jealous of and
outshining them in all forms. I pictured their surprised faces with such
clarity that it almost felt real. My fantasy was broken when I felt a tug at my
blankets.
I
looked up to see the tired face of my younger brother. At the small age of
eight he was but a mere babe who still hadn’t gotten over of his fear of the
dark. He stood by my bedside in a shirt too large for his thin frame, rubbing
his teary eyes with a long sleeve.
“What is
it Oisin?” I hissed quietly so as not to disturb my parents slumber.
“A-a
noise,” he murmured, chocking back on his tears.
I
rolled my eyes and held up my blankets for him. Within seconds he scurried
beside me settling himself by my side. I draped my arm over him keeping him
secured beside me.
“You
can’t keep running to me like this, Oisin. One day I won’t be here and you’ll
have to stay in your own bed,” I scolded him with the same tone my parents had
when I was a bairn.
“But
you’re here right now, Aoife,” was his small reply.
I
clicked my tongue in annoyance but held him closer nevertheless. “You’re
right,” I mumbled. “Just go to sleep.”
His
dark hair tickled me as he nodded. I stayed up to hear his breathing shallow
and once I was satisfied he was in a deep sleep I too began to close my eyes.
When
morning came mother awoke us with a cheery smile on her face but a look of
exhaustion in her eyes.
“Time
to get up!” she called, pulling the blankets off of us.
The
sudden waking caused us to flinch and grunt, our tired eyes blinked open to
stare at our mother. Stray hairs tangled out of her bun and framed her olive
face but mostly covered her moss eyes.
“Up,
up, up!” she sang as she whisked towards us, fingers outstretched.
Her
bony fingers wiggled at our sides causing my brother and myself to giggle
uncontrollably. Our legs kicked outwards and our arms flailed around as we
desperately tried to squirm away from her. We managed to fall off the bed and
landed down onto the wooden floor with a thump, all while laughing.
“Hurry
up and get dressed you two, you have ten minutes before I come back and give
you a worse punishment,” she frantically wiggled her fingers towards us.
Oisin
ran towards the dresser a cheery scream coming from his throat. Mother exited
our room holding back her own chuckle as she did so.
Once
she had gone I turned towards Oisin who was frantically pulling out garments
from the dresser. I scolded him for his manic actions and told him to stand
back. Oisin never did as he was told and wandered over to sit and the edge of
the bed watching me pick out his clothing. I threw him his outfit for the day
and told him to start getting dressed. Once he began to strip out of his
night-time shirt I then turned my attention to my own clothing. In order to save
time I pulled on whatever was seen first.
Once we
were both fully dressed we walked through into the kitchen where mother had put
down our breakfast. Normally mother would watch over us as we ate but that day
she seemed to just vanish. I tried to look out the window toward the chicken
pens but she was nowhere to be found.
“Where’s
mother?” Oisin asked, stuffing his face with food.
I
shrugged my shoulders and began to tuck into my own meal. Just as we finished
up our breakfast mother came in through the front door, her chest was heaving
and she held something behind her back.
I moved
to try and get a good look at what she was holding but she kept it too well
hidden for me to see.
“I’m
glad to see you’re all finished,” she said with a smile. “Now go into the front
garden.”
Mother
jerked her head towards the front door. Oisin was out like a bolt of lightning
but I took my time, I tried once again to get a look at what she had behind her
back. Only at the edges of her skirt could I see some kind of brown material.
It was a sack. She was holding some sort of sack.
“Stop
trying to see Aoife; just go outside.”
With a
semi-pouted lip I waltzed out into the front garden where Oisin stood looking
at something. Once I got outside, I looked around the garden. Stacks of hay
with target marks painted on them were lined up, as were many training dummies.
I stared at them, confused for a few moments. I looked back at my mother who
stood by the doorway, holding up the sack.
“What
is this mother?” I asked.
She
knelt down between Oisin and myself before holding open the sack. Inside was a
beat-up but still decent bow, a quiver filled with quality arrows, and a
leather scabbard with a sword hilt sticking out the top.
Joy
filled my being as I stared down at the components, my mouth slowly widened as
I took in all the information. In one big burst my joy was let out.
“Oh,
thank you mother!” I practically screamed as I threw my arms over my mother’s
neck and tightened my grip around her.
Out of
seemingly nowhere, my father appeared, a smile on his face as he looked down at
us. I let go of my mother and stood down to look up at him. Mother left the
sack on the ground and stood up straight.
“You
look very happy Aoife,” he said. “You’re mother spent all night working on
these.”
“Really,
mother?” asked Oisin, his eyes filled with awe at mother.
“Not
all night darling-”
Father
cut her off. “Stop being modest. Mother was still working when I got up to tend
the sheep.”
“You
did all this for me mother?” I asked, picking up the sword and looking at it
gleefully.
“Yes,”
she said. “I did it for you and Oisin.”
My head
snapped up at the mention of my brother’s name. Oisin had no interest in
fighting, he was just a little boy who could barely throw a rock never mind
handle a sword. It baffled me that my mother would include him, I actually
thought my ears were playing tricks on me.
“Oisin?”
I
looked at my little brother who was studying the arrows at his feet.
“Yes,
the two of you could train together. I’ve worn off my fair share of banshee’s
in my time so-”
I cut
my mother off by slamming down the sword. “But Oisin is weak! He can’t train
too!”
“Aoife-”
my father started to scold me but I didn’t give him the chance.
“Oisin
is lucky he can even put his boots on in the morning! He sleeps next to me
every night because he fears the noises by our window! There’s no way he could
ever hope to get into something as high class and as powerful as The Gui-”
A slap
across my face stopped my ranting any further.
“How
dare you speak of your brother that way!” bellowed my mother, her face red with
hot fury.
I put a
hand to my burning cheek and saw my father cradling Oisin in his arms as he
suffocated on his sobs.
“It’s
our job – and yours – to look after Oisin! We do not put down family members
nor do we insult them as they stand right beside us!”
She
grabbed my arm and yanked me towards the house. “Stay in your room until I say
you can come out!”
I
trudged my legs back into the house and into our bedroom. Once I was there I
threw myself onto the bed and screamed violently into the pillow. My muffled
screams continued well into mid-day before I finally exhausted myself and fell
into a hateful sleep.
Nightmares
plagued my slumbers. I dreamed that I was a small beggar in a busy town,
holding my hands out to anyone who walked by, asking for coin. Without warning
a parade of The Guild members walked through the streets all of them led by
Oisin. Everyone flocked to him with admiration but he stopped at me.
“Look
at who is weak now, big sister,” he mocked me before spitting in my face.
All the
townsfolk began to laugh at me, as did the rest of The Guild members. Right
then and there I wanted to die, I wanted to curl up and let death take me into
its embrace – allowing me freedom from the hellish dream which felt so real at
the time.
Once
again I awoke to a tug at my blankets. There stood Oisin, wearing his
over-sized night shirt only his eyes were dry and there was a look of shame on
his face.
“I’m
sorry,” a hushed mumble came from his mouth.
I
knitted my brows together and looked at him with sharp eyes. Still feeling hurt
from my dream, I pulled the blankets over my head and made him face my back.
“I
promise I won’t train with you.”
I made
a sarcastic snorting sound.
“But
you have to go say sorry to mother and father. They’re really angry at you, I
tried to tell them it was my fault but they won’t listen to me,” I could hear
the sadness in his voice. He sniffed before continuing to speak again. “I don’t
want mother and father being mad at you because of me. Please Aoife.” He
started to sob and I couldn’t help it but roll my eyes and throw off my
blankets.
“Fine,”
I grunted as I walked out of the bedroom.
Slowly
I creaked down the hall and into the kitchen where my parents stood talking to
each other.
“She
must learn,” I heard my mother snap.
“But
she’s been in her room all day, you cannot stay mad at her forever, dear,”
mumbled my father.
I heard
a sigh from my mother. “An older sister must look after their siblings at all
times and help them to grow. When she said those horrid things about Oisin she
wasn’t helping him grow. I cannot have a child of mine being like that.”
“I
understand that but-”
“But
you don’t understand, Diarmuid! You’re an only child. You don’t understand what
it’s like to have siblings,” I could hear my mother fighting with the emotion
in her voice.
It was
then that I remembered my father saying something years before about my mother.
Her own sister – my aunt – was taken from their family long ago. I understood
then why mother had given me such a harsh punishment. She had lost her own
sibling and when I disrespected Oisin it must have reminded her of her own
younger sister. Guilt filled a bitter feeling in bottom of my stomach.
I
appeared into the doorway, my head hung low utterly ashamed at myself. I wanted
to give a long winded apology but the words ceased to form themselves out my
mouth properly. So for the longest of times I just stood, looking up at my
mother as she rubbed tears from her eyes.
“I’m
sorry,” I pathetically whimpered out. “I didn’t mean what I said.”
I
looked down at my shoes awaiting a response from my parents. Suddenly I felt a
weight on my shoulders, I looked up and saw my mother hugging me tightly.
“Just
don’t ever do or say anything like that again. Promise,” she held me at arm’s
length.
I
nodded my head, unable to speak through fear that I would burst into a fit of
tears.
She
used the tips of her fingers to push away her own tears. “Good, now go to bed,
you and Oisin will have a long hard day tomorrow.” She stood up and patted down
her apron. “I want you up bright and early tomorrow.”
Once
more I nodded my head and waddled back into my bedroom, my emotions made little
sense to me at that time. I still hated that I had to train with Oisin but at
the same time I felt glee at doing so. I didn’t understand why I felt these
conflicting emotions at the time as they were new to me and something I hadn’t
experienced up until that very moment.
When I
got back to my room Oisin was curled up in my bed, I looked at his baby face
and felt dread. He really was weak. It was then I decided that I pushed aside
all of my hatred for him because of his weakness.
The
next morning was the first day in long brutal years of combat training for both
Oisin and I. Mother almost seemed like a slave driver at times. Each day we
awoke sharply at sunrise in order to start combat training. Swordplay was where
my skills lay, it was actually my favourite part of the day.
When I
clutched the hilt of my sword in my hand I felt invincible. Every combat test
mother threw at me which required a sword was no challenge for me. Every
training dummy took a severe beating when a sword was in my hand. Bows,
however, was where I stumbled.
I
always seemed to miss my targets and could never master the art. Oisin seemed
to grow rather fond of the bow. After some practice he could wield his bow
efficiently, rarely missing any target mother set for him. His face would
always light up when he saw his arrow plummet into his objective. The bow and
arrow truly was his calling.
After
morning practice we then would hungrily eat our breakfast and then get rushed
out to help our father tend to the chores on the farm. We gained strength from
moving large stacks of hay into the barn and the animal’s pens. Oisin always
had a deep fear of animals, especially horses, and it took many months for him
to get over his fear. One horse in particular made Oisin’s knees buckle with
fright. He didn’t dare go near the white beast.
“You’ll
have to stop being so scared, Oisin,” I said one day, as I fed the animal.
“It
looks like it wants to eat me,” he said, hiding behind a stack of barrels.
Oisin
preferred to look after the hens, and they seemed to love him for it. With his
care we even managed to double the rate of eggs we got. Mother was so proud of
him that it made my heart burn with jealousy.
I gave
my own hand at caring for the hens but they never shined to me as much as they
did for Oisin. They always ran for me and tried to get out of the pens when I
came close. Oisin always had a good hard laugh as he watched me chase the
chickens while screaming at them. I once even fell into a pigstie as a chicken
leapt through the farmlands.
As soon
as our chores were done father would usher us back into the house in time for
dinner. The four of us would talk about that day’s activities; mother always
praised us both on our progress and father would explain to us the chores we’d
do for the next day and who would do them. Usually I would be in charge of the
larger animals while Oisin would help mother with the chickens. Sometimes we
swapped but that happened twice a week at most.
Once
the table was cleared and our dinner had settled in our stomachs, mother gave
us household cleaning tasks to do. Oisin and I shared the tasks equally and we
usually did each thing together as it made things go much faster. We both hated
doing the house chores. Cleaning garments especially since mother liked
everything to be done in a certain way, which made things go even slower.
Her and
father took that opportunity to drop into town and gather whatever supplies
were needed. Sometimes they would bring back treats for us, like cakes from the
baker or an expensive piece of clothing if we had done our chores especially
well that day – it was a rarity though.
As the
night began to set, mother would take us into our bedroom and make us study
things like reading, writing, etiquette, politics and other subjects of the
like. Both I and Oisin enjoyed the nights. They gave us both mental challenges
which many farm children did not receive – a fact mother frequently loved to
remind us of.
“Your
father never got this type of education, he can barely write his own name,”
she’d say, with slight smugness in her voice.
We
never told this to father as it seemed like an embarrassing secret he didn’t
want us to know.
When
mother concluded her lessons, she’d tuck us into bed and wish us happy dreams.
Not long after mother had left us to dream, Oisin would wander into my bed and
sleep next to me, he did it so frequently that in the end we both just pushed
our beds together so we didn’t have to disturb our sleeping patterns.
The
next morning we would do the whole day over. Still sore or tired from the day
before, but still eager for the day in front of us.
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