What was
freedom? What did it taste like? Was it even real anymore? Was it just a dream?
Yashagami
-or Yagi as he preferred to be called -wanted freedom. He hated living in this
building where he was stuck in the same room all day and all night behind a
locked door. He hated it.
His room
was all white except for some color that he brought in himself. When he was
younger he was allowed to color and he’d use the colorful paper to make
origami. Now each of the animals, a blue fox, a red butterfly and a yellow duck
sat neatly on his white bookcase.
Every
room was the same shade except for those animals. He used to think of this
place as an insane asylum. The walls were padded, there was a table with two
chairs, a bed that was really like a comfortable cot, there was the bookcase, a
sink, a bathroom located in the room behind the sink, there was a dresser and a
mirror.
But what
he hated the most was the mirror. He hated to look at himself. Looking at
how much he had grown reminded him that he had spent his entire life of
seventeen years here behind walls.
For
seventeen years having never felt the warm sun on his face.
For
seventeen years of having no family.
For
seventeen years he had been waiting for freedom.
For
seventeen years he was being watched.
He hated
how he knew there were people on the other side of that mirror. People who were
always watching him. Occasionally he gives them the middle finger at that
mirror just to get them mad. Served them right for watching him twenty-four/
seven, he thought.
He had
tested it. One time he decided to stay in the bathroom for exactly two hours
and three people came in searching for him to make sure he was okay and hadn’t
drowned himself.
When
he was younger, he acted like he was having a seizure and Doctor came to check
on him. Another time he got mad and started to hit the mirror so two men dragged
him to his bed and locked him in it. It never took long for someone to come
check on him.
They
kept him in a locked-up room with no one to see other than those he saw every
week like Doctor and Nurse who did their weekly checkups on him and the other
hundreds of teenagers like him that existed within the facility’s walls.
Yagi
hated it here. Why were they here?
The only
good in this place was his friend Sako who lived right next to him. They talked
through the small vent in their wall. They were both tall enough now that they
could even stand on the bed to look through the vent and see each other. They
used to be punished for it but after a while, they stopped because they did it
so often.
Yagi liked being able to see Sako.
They used to describe what they looked like to each other. Sako had told him
that he was Asian so naturally he had black hair, but he had vivid blue eyes.
He said he was fit and tall also. He hated his smile and had a scar on the left
side of his jaw that he didn’t know was caused by.
Yagi
would tell him that he didn’t think he was Asian. He would describe himself as
being fit and tall with brown eyes and blond wavy hair.
When
they saw each other, they were exactly as they described each other. It was
amazing to finally see your friend. Ever since then, they had spoken to each
other through the vent almost every day.
It was
amazing to have a friend. Both the beds faced the same wall. The headboards
were back-to-back. Yagi loved the fact that he actually had someone he could
trust. Someone to talk to at any time and about whatever subject. He no longer
felt lonely with his friend around.
He
remembers the day Sakuro came to the facility. Both had been ten at the time.
Sako was the only kid who was rumored to not have been cared for since infancy
here. Someone had brought him. Yagi remembered the cries and the screaming that
Sako had done when they locked him in the room. He remembered the banging of
his attempt to get out which then led to body slamming. He remembered when he
heard him being punished for it and then giving up. He remembered staying awake
because all he could think about was the kid next to him who was crying and
couldn’t sleep. After all, he was understandably scared. No one ever explained
to them why their life was like this.
“Hello.”
He had told him.
“Who
said that?” Sako’s scared young voice replied.
“Someone
like you.” He answered, “I’m a friend. My name is Yagi.”
That
night Sako stopped crying. He fell asleep knowing that he had a friend and that
he wasn’t alone.
After
years of knowing each other, they were more like brothers.
And they
both wanted freedom.
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