Author's Note: This update didn't go quite as anticipated,
but I do like what ended up happening. I'm sure it'll answer some of
your questions and give you more new ones~ It was especially fun getting
to write interactions between Orpheus and Cass, seeing that they
haven't gotten to chat since the incident in the throne room.
I hope you enjoy this chapter!
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Last Line(s): “I
don't know what else you were expecting me to say,” she further
teased, grabbing onto his hand and leading him towards the door. “You
know I hate talking about myself. It's far more fun talking about you
and your kingdom. Now, we probably should hurry—Dari wanted me to
bring you to his shop today.”
Before he could get another word
in, she darted out into the hallway and dragged him down the stairs
to the main hallways of the castle.
When
she opened her eyes, it was to sunlight streaming in through the
window beside her bed. She blinked away the last remnants of sleep
and reluctantly left the warmth of the quilt. In the short time she
had been asleep, she had managed to knock a good portion of the
pillows to the ground; the plush dragon she had been cuddling was the
only thing that remained in relatively the same place. She wasn't
sure what she was supposed to do next. Kartiel had said to wait for
the Dark Mage, but it didn't seem like he was up yet.
Or maybe he
was, and he was avoiding her, too.
She tried to push the thought
out of her mind, but it stubbornly remained as she started to pick up
the pillows. She finally was able to switch her focus to her latest
dream. Kartiel had seemed so different back then, whenever
that dream had happened. It was as if she had experienced memories of
a completely different person. It was a very strange dream in
retrospect. Though she couldn't put a name to his face, she was sure
that she had seen the man somewhere else—and not just in the
dreams.
Cass sat down on the edge of the bed.
Whoever he had
been, Kartiel had certainly loved him. He had made him feel happy,
and feel like he wasn't alone. They were two peas in a pod, joined at
the hip, soulmates—the phrase didn't matter. They were connected,
and the man had made all of his hurt fade away. Cass knew the
feeling; she felt the same way every time she was around Aspen.
But
for Kartiel to change so much from the time of the memory to now,
Cass was sure something had happened to the man.
She didn't even
know the man's name, but the thought made her eyes begin to well up
with tears. She knew she was right. There was no other explanation,
and the sorrowful pang in her soul confirmed her guess. King Kartiel
missed him dearly. He felt other ways about him, too, but it was the
longing that made her heart hurt so much now.
There was a
knocking on her door.
Cass unsteadily got to her feet, wiping her
tears away with the sleeve of her hoodie. She couldn't let whoever
was there seeing her crying. She didn't even want Aspen to see
her crying, so a stranger seeing her right now was out of the
question. When her cheeks finally looked deceptively dry—confirmed
by a quick check in the mirror—she opened the door.
It was the
Dark Mage.
“Can I come in?” he asked.
Cass
hesitated.
Then she gave a small nod and stepped aside. He
slipped into the room, softly shutting the door behind him. The two
quickly fell into a surprisingly awkward silence. She remained by the
door, and he lingered in the center of the room. She nervously
watched him; all she could imagine was his angry outburst from the
previous night. The lack of visible facial features only made things
worse. They might have provided a clue to what he was thinking, but
right now she could only guess that he was glaring at her from
underneath his hood.
He shifted his weight from one foot to the
other, his gaze traveling throughout the room. The only direction his
head didn't turn to was hers.
“I'm sorry for what you saw last
night,” he apologized. His voice was surprisingly quiet. “I was
tired, and Ka-the king and I argue all the time about...that.
He's stubborn. But I guess it must run in the family, because I
couldn't stop myself even when it was to give you a better welcome to
the king-”
He stopped and stared at the bed.
Cass watched,
confused, as he rushed over. Had he seen something out the window
while he was glancing around the room? She didn't know what that
something could be, but it made a knot of worry grow in her
chest.
But then he leaned down and grabbed something off of the
bed. When he turned back to face her, she was surprised to see that
he was holding the dragon plush. “That's where I left you,” he
said to the toy. If she had been startled by how quiet his voice was
earlier, she was shocked to hear how relieved and upbeat it sounded
now.
He suddenly seemed to remember that she was there, freezing
awkwardly in front of the bed and staring at her from underneath the
cowls of his cloak. He was the Dark Mage. She was supposed to be
afraid of him; that was what Lira had said. But it was hard to be
scared of someone who got embarrassed over his apparent love of
stuffed animals—it just made him seem more human, even
though she knew that was a silly thing to think.
“I have
stuffed animals, too,” she quietly told him, finally finding her
voice.
His shoulders relaxed. “Oh.”
“...I like yours,”
she hesitantly added. “Does it have a name?”
He glanced down
at the dragon in his arms. He seemed like he was mulling over an
answer; she wondered why he would be so reluctant to share something
like that.
“Her name is Axima,” he said.
She gave him a
shy smile. “It's a pretty name.”
He pulled the dragon closer
to his chest. “Thank you.”
They fell back into an awkward
silence.
He returned to the bed and sat down on it with his legs
crossed, cloak draping over the side of it. Axima was carefully
placed beside him. A gloved finger absentmindedly twirled a strand of
black hair as he watched her from the mattress. Cass didn't know what
evil was supposed to look like away from fiction, but the Dark Mage
didn't seem evil. He seemed so normal. If it wasn't for what
Lira had told her and for his strange attire, she could have easily
thought of him as a regular person.
“It's nice getting to talk
to someone around my age,” he commented. He continued to spin the
strand of hair around his finger, gaze wandering to Axima. “...The
people in the castle are all kind to me, but sometimes I don't think
they understand what it's like to be a teenager.”
Cass stared
at him. He was only a teenager? His voice had sounded young, but Cass
hadn't put the pieces together. King Kartiel's feelings about him
suddenly made sense; he felt so protective of him because there had
to be an age gap between them.
He gave an embarrassed laugh and
sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck. “I know it's a stupid thing
to think...”
She frantically shook her head.
“It's not,”
she reassured him. She was still trying to reconcile with the
implications of him being just at teenager—if he was just her age,
could he really be that powerful?—but she pushed her conflicted
feelings aside. “I just thought you'd be older.”
“Because
I'm the Dark Mage?”
She hesitated, then nodded.
He stopped
twirling his hair. “The other kingdoms like to spread rumors about
me,” he said. “I don't go out much, so they end up guessing most
of the time. They think that I'm the king's subordinate because I
spend so much time around him.”
“It's because you're
related,” Cass guessed.
He nodded.
“...Is he your
uncle?”
A small noise escaped him; Cass was almost certain that
it was a giggle. “I'm the uncle, actually,” he informed her. He
glanced in the direction of the dragon, and suddenly his tone grew
more somber. “My sister i-was his mom. There...There was a large
age gap between us, so I never met her...”
Cass followed his
gaze to the dragon. Its design almost reminded her of the fallen she
had seen in her vision—the same black wings, same violet eyes and
same black scales. As they fell back into silence, she tried to
imagine that mysterious fallen. The Kartiel of that dream had been
more like the Kartiel of the present day, sharing his detachment and
loneliness.
She hadn't given his heritage much thought before
now. She knew that he was a fallen, and she could guess that fallen
could hide their inhuman parts of their appearance. That was why he
looked so normal to her. But she didn't think his father—who had
appeared human in her dream—had been a fallen. He had mentioned
that only Kartiel's mother could show him how to fly; he must have
been missing the wings to.
That would mean his mother was the
fallen.
Lira had almost been right in her guess about Orpheus. He
was hiding his face, but it wasn't because he had corrupted it with
his darkness magic.
He was hiding it because he was a fallen,
just like his sister.
“You became a fallen a year ago,” she
guessed.
He grabbed the dragon and got to his feet.
“Did
you see it in a dream?” he asked.
She nodded. “I saw right
after you...fell.” She wasn't sure if she was using the word
correctly, but he didn't seem to care if she was using it wrong. He
walked over to the door and lingered in front of it. Another moment
passed. Neither one of them spoke. Cass wasn't sure what she was
supposed to say next. Maybe she was biased because Kartiel was part
fallen, but she didn't feel as afraid of Orpheus as she had been when
they first met.
And, when he removed his hood with trembling
gloved fingers, any fear that remained vanished in an instant.
How
had she missed how young he looked the first time?
“Are you
scared of me?” he asked.
She shook her head.
“Aren't you
at least worried that I fell because I did something bad?” he
asked. One hand rested on the doorknob; the other still held onto the
dragon. The way his violet eyes kept darting around the room was akin
to that of a terrified, caged animal. “Gods become fallen for a
reason.”
She thought over the question.
“I know I should
be,” she admitted, “but you seem...nice. People our age can do
horrible things, too, but I don't think you're one of them-”
She
stopped when she saw the tears rolling down his cheeks.
“I-I
never thought an outsider would say something like that,” he said.
He tried to wipe the tears away with the edge of his sleeve, but it
unsurprisingly did little to help. He gave her a small smile. She
quickly returned it. “Kartiel's lucky to have you as his
contracted, Cassandra.”
Her smile faltered. “...I don't
think he sees me in the same way.”
His own smile faded as well.
“Before...Before I fell, Kartiel lost someone important to him.”
His hand dropped from the doorknob and hung limp at his side. “He
doesn't even like to talk to me about it. I think...I think he's
forgotten how to trust people. It's not you that's the problem—he
just doesn't want to be someone's contracted.”
“Isn't he the
one who will make the contract?”
Orpheus hesitated.
“He
will,” he confirmed. “But people change a lot before they
eventually make contracts, and no one can ever really predict how a
contract is going to happen. He might want one with you in the
future, but right now it's the last thing he wants.”
She
thought of the man with the beautiful blue eyes and windswept light
brown hair.
Orpheus cleared his throat.
“I can show you
around the castle and some of the capital now, if you want,” he
offered.
She gave a small nod.
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