Hello! So while deciding which novel to take up, I'm reviewing the chapter ones 'cos it would be weird to read something and not review.
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1. I feel like the first line might work better as 'My parents were fighting again and receiving the backlash of it was painful.' It's a very small change but I feel like 'fought' suggests this happened in the far past, rather than the recent past? And any time you can write the past tense and have it in a more active/ current way will make your story feel more immediate.
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This is kind of passive phrasing. The action comes first and generally that's where you should start and then tell us the consequence. Sometimes you want it to be the other way for dramatic effect, like when someone has got shot and feels the pain first, but when they have taken an active action, that's the first thing they as the narrator should be aware of. So: 'I dumped my head on my arms and felt the comfort of my long hair pressed against them.' << It also lets you get a little more detail into the sentence.I felt my long hair covering both sides of my arms as I dumped my head on them.
3.
So this paragraph is currently very bulky and repetitive, sometimes in terms of structure but mostly certain words. Try to avoid using 'just' whenever you can as it's an annoying filler word which creeps in and bulks out your sentences and makes your flow sluggish. It's great in dialogue and sometimes it actually does its job of building tension but mostly it actually slows the pace down. With other words try to not use them more than once in a sentence unless it's dramatic repetition and try not to use too many of the same type of word ending close together like you did with 'seeing' and 'crying' when it can easily be avoided. Sometimes you have to but don't when you don'tThe toilet I was in was dark since the door was closed. I didn’t switch on the light. There was no useofto that. I hated people seeing mecryingcry. It just felt pretentious to me, like I wanted to have their attentions--to have their sympathy of my helpless state. Yes, the toilet was a perfect place to cry since itjustkept my crying inside with no one able to hearmy cryingme.
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I cried because of many things. [This should be a semi colon and then again between all of the lists. It would be more dramatic and it would be nice to see a long sentence after all the short ones in the previous paragraph and at the beginning of this one.] Father getting mad again. Mother getting yelled at again. Us getting scolded again. Mother crying again. And my only question right now was: why? Why did Father change so much? Why did he change to this?
5.
Or if we forgot to do it. It didn’t matter how big or small our fault was; there was a fault we had made, and that was the only thing which mattered to Father.thereThere was fault everyday. You can’t expect people to do everything right at all time, in every hour and minute and second. You just can’t.You are asking forIt's an impossible task.
6.
This is a little hard to follow. There's only one whisper but you use - 'they' - so are there multiple voices? If so I think we need to hear what the whispers say or that there are different voices before you can use they. Otherwise, use it for a single voice. Or is the they the masculine voices and the whisper? I'm not sure.Ithenheard a strange whisper, and my head snapped up, my eyes widened. What’s that? It had many layers in the form of various masculine voices - hoarse, gentle, pitchy. They spoke in an excellent unison. I thought they were all just in my head. They were not real, just a product of my constant crying - if there was such a thing. But when my eyes had dried and there was still a whisper, something must had gone wrong. Maybe I had gone wrong.
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This is a little awkwardly phrased, I think especially 'imagination in my head'. People don't think like that, they think my imagination'. Partly because when we're true and safe in our own heads, everything is my this or my that because we're thinking of ourselves. But also it just flows better.I was pretty sure it was in my head. There shouldn’t be any light in a toilet bowl. It was too unrealistic. I closed my eyes and shook it in an attempt to get rid of this whatever in front of me. I opened them and it was still there. I was speechless. Was the imagination in my head too strong? Was the by-product of my crying too formidable at this point? Maybe this is a demon’s doing?
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I like the dialogue - that made me smile.It floated a bit higherthandescended a bit. “I’ve heard humans answered this way. ‘Knock your head. If it hurts, then everything is real.’ I guess you should knock your head.”
9.
“You’re not real. You-re-you’re a demon’s doing[color=red],.” Isaid,quickly stood up, and headed for the door. I tried to twist the doorknob to open it, but it was futile. It didn’t budge at all. I was pretty sure I didn’t lock it.PanickPanic rushed in me like a flood, forcing me to turn my attention to the red light. Red because it was the colour of hell’s fire?
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My head started to ache now. This light didn’t make any sense. It was trying toseesay there were thingsthatwhich couldn’t be perceived with logic.
11.
By the pipe do you mean the water came out of the taps or is there a disconnected pipe? That seemed a really odd way to phrase it.I felt the touch of my shirt’s hem, and it was slightly wet.
12.
A realization hit me like a hard rock. This was really happening, and not in my head. “Did you do that?” I asked, anger creeping into my voice, despite knowing I was handling something entirely not human. Whatever it had done, I didn’t like it. To me, it felt like a threatening gesture.
13.
If onewaswere standingbesidesbeside the road, waiting for the traffic lights to turntogreen, it could push her [This is jarring because you're mixing attributes. If you use one before then you need to use their here. If you want to use her, you should use 'a woman' or 'a girl' in the first instance.] entire body forward to let her hit a car. The possibilities were countless. This light was dangerous.
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Maybe Ioverthoughtover thoughtaboutthis. Maybe it was just bluffing. Maybe it could only made my hand jerk a bit. Maybe it couldn’t even force me to make a step. But,again, would I risk it by asking it to prove what it had said? That it could do more than running water from the pipe?
Overall
I feel a bit distanced from the narrator at the moment and I'm not sure why that is. I think you have a good, clear set up with the light and the issues at home. It could be a bit punchier - maybe the dialogue could be taken up a notch and sometimes your prose is a little bulky - but I'm also finding your narrator's tone to be a bit flat. I didn't get a very strong sense of who she is or how she thinks, other than that she's determined to not believe in strange, red lights. There's not a clear sense of fear during this chapter though or of awe. Her emotions don't come into it much and when they are there, they aren't fluctuating as much as I'd expect in a high stress situation. She was more stressed out at the beginning when thinking about her parents fighting but once the light appears, the emotional tone gets dropped a lot. I think we need to see her fluctuate more and to feel that this is a stressful situation instead of a mildly amusing, did that thing just come out of the toilet bowl kind of situation.
I thought the ending was intriguing, though she reached that request a bit abruptly. Maybe we need to see that it's still on her mind as she's talking to this red light because we've moved quite a way from the fight by that mention - there aren't many descriptions of the shouting toward the end or of her continued distress.
This is a pretty solid start in general but I think there's still room for it to be more powerful. You've done a good job of introducing the plot and setting up the states but your MC hasn't really gained my love or sympathy and sometimes that's more important in a first chapter. If I love the main character, I'm willing to wait around a bit for the plot to take off.
All the best,
~Heather
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