They're living a lie of a proof

Dear You;

( This story is not to make sense. nor the title)

I am living a proof, i am living.

Today, it started as a joke. but now. its ending as a hokes.

5 years ago, it was just a game. So you would have thought. But, they were just young kids. In Love, but now. She's out of love.

They had grew apart, knowing. that. they weren't to meet. They were just kids in love; not with each other. but with others.

Time grew, in between. He fell in love. with another boy.

He said, "I love him" but whose to be fooled with such words?

Did he truthfully knew what it meant by 'in love'? For the boy, was naive.

but yet, so. young and innocently in love. Had he known, for she too had love him. This is not a joke, Human Beings.

This is a lie. this is. a story.

Had she thought, that she was in love? But she, herself did not call it love. She said. It is a 'crush', is it not? For she had not met him. but only feel the presence of this young boy. A year younger than her. For you readers, you may feel as if it is

a bit pathetic. For they have not met. But have known each other for 5 years.

He was from a little town in Australia. For she, lived in the cities. In Minnesota. In the United States.

So far. far. away.

What was her secret? He didn't know, no. not yet.

It came to this, where. the boy's love had broken his very own heart. where the naive boy had thought that he was in love. but yet. he kept his head up. for she. tried to help him. but she herself was also. naive. she was only someone to be there. to help.

not be there. to be noticed. Things go deeper, and rougher. things go higher. and soften.

but she just cant seem to help herself to tell him. even all these years.

had she given up on what she really thought was there?

Was this a pathetic romance, that meant nothing? Who knows, who knows.

the real truth was, when he was happy with the other boy. She had told him, that he deserves to be happy with him. and that. she had lied to herself. everyday. knowing.

they wouldn't meet. that they. would never be.

what a pity. isn't it?

how someone. could be so selfless? She'd rather care about his happiness, then hers.

what a small tiny world. it is.

Would you have done it. rather if you met them or not? Would you have cared about that person more than you cared about yourself, or was it just this girl?

Rather, if there is an answer.

This romantic story isn't romantic. and it isn't. a story. its a big fat lie.

especially to me.

she finally told him. but that's when. it all ended.

he understood. and acted like the better person. whose to say who was better?

was she the fool? who acted like the worse person?

she grew. and gave in. he grew. and gave up. or. so she thought.

they grew apart. they stopped their fake 'talking'

she was right. that starting that very day. the way they talk, will never be the same.

anymore.the way she felt about him. would never be the same. anymore.

the way. they thought of each other. would never be the same.

no.... more. they grow, and they change. and then. forget.

but it isn't his fault. it isn't. him. you should blame. nor hers.

it's this bias perspective. I speak off. what a confusing. story.

i say.