You have images, you have themes, you have motifs, but it doesn't come together.
Religion, swear philosophy, relationships, abstinence (which goes back to relationships) and loneliness. Let's call these a brick wall, light post, fence post, back board, rim, and net.
You tried a trick shot by covering all these topics in one poem with less-than-cohesive images and the ball ended up in the fountain where a kid just took a leak.
You need to find a narrative to connect the child images to the hospital narrative, find a way to make the lyrical motif of absence work in your favor.
A sickly child who's been in the hospital. It justifies disbelief in gods. Check.
Hearing parents argue over every freaking thing because a sick kid is the worst stressor. Check swearing.
Abandonment issues due to illness. Relationships. Check.
Abstinence goes back to the above. Check, though I really dislike that stanza all-in-all and it should be burned.
Loneliness is easy.
I think the illness narrative with a light touch is the right path and your missing element because right now you just have disjointed machinery that clanks and grinds in the night. It doesn't work well together, and this is partially my fault in pre-writing because I helped you with individual stanzas as you had them broken apart and out of order. I apologize. But all the same, it needs to be fixed and salvaged. And a lesson needs to be learned.
The one thread is all that's missing. Seriously. Otherwise cut the unnecessary crap and bring some cohesion in. Smooth out the robotic sentence structure in half 1 and make it pleasing to read.
Ty xo
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