Hello there! Luata here for a review. It has admittedly been quite a long time since I've written any, so please bear with me as I get back into the swing of things. Onward and upward!
First Impressions
I liked the emotion that you were trying to convey, but it initially struck me as odd that you were writing from the abuser's perspective. That being said, I quite liked the effect. I would love to see you elaborate a little more on abuser's mental state and/or emotions. I want to see motivations for his actions, or at the least, his own internal monologue on the subject. I feel as though you are missing something important by not addressing that aspect, especially given the subject matter. The story-telling effect is quite nice, but again, I'd love to see some more emotional issues being addressed. There were a couple of grammatical issues (I'll address those below), but the flow of the story worked very well and conveyed your meaning in a descriptive yet not overly loquacious way.
Grammatical Issues
You are a shy, quiet thing when your friends first introduce as.
I'm assuming you meant 'us' rather than 'as' here.
You dislike me at first, you think that I’m too bitter.
Two independent clauses here, so you ought to separate them with a semicolon or make them two separate sentences.
Then you start to warm up to me the more you get to know me. The more that you see my different sides.
Exact opposite issue here. Here you have an independent clause and a dependent clause ("the more that you see my different sides" being the dependent clause) so you ought to combine these two phrases into a single sentence or you ought to make the dependent clause an independent one.
You start to cling to me at parties, you say that I’m turning you into someone more fun than your usual self.
Same issue here. You have an independent and dependent clause. Make sure that you combine these two into a single phrase or make the dependent clause an independent one.
Work starts to get stressful, and you start clinging to me at home too.
You can delete the comma after 'stressful'.
You want me there every night, you need me to sleep.
Independent, independent issue.
No more independence.
This is a dependent clause masquerading as an independent clause, however, if this is an effect you are trying the achieve, then the grammatical incorrectness of it can be ignored. That just depends on whether or not you're wanting to create the abrupt declaration effect.
You brush off the bruises, you say they were accidents, you’re just clumsy.
Independent/independent/independent issue.
Wrapped in my warming embrace.
Same thing as above, about the dependent clause that may or may not be incorrect, depending on the effect that you want.
Story Flow
There are just a few things in this story that I struggled with, as a reader. I do agree with @Holysocks about the "Finally, you start to notice that I am harming you" bit and about the ending. The "just one more sip" does present the issue as one of addiction, however, by alluding to alcohol, you lose some of the effectiveness of the rest of your narrative. It detracts from the overall emotional atmosphere that you spent the entire piece building.
You don’t want to leave me. You truly believe this is a normal, healthy relationship. You poor delusional girl.
This suggests to me that the abuser knows full well what he is doing (which actually brings up an interesting psychological perspective, but I won't get into that). To me, as a reader, I don't quite understand that. In the context of the story, it just presents the abuser as a rather two-dimensional character. I know the story is short, but, like I said earlier, I'd love to see some depth to the abuser character. I think there's a lot of interesting perspective that you could explore with this piece.
Final Thoughts
I know that this review seems rather nitpicky (and I'm terribly sorry) but this is the sort of review that I find helpful, so I tried to be as in-depth as possible. I love the idea that you here and if you ever decide to do a re-write or a revision, I'd love to read that as well! I think that this story has quite a bit of promise and that with a bit of polishing, it could be even more powerful as a narrative. I hope you have a wonderful day and that you continue to write!
Cordially,
~Luata
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