All my love, all my obedience, all those good times-They blew them to dust in mere secants. After taking me to the highest skies_they pushed me to the ground . And its painful, its so painful to fall.
Why do they forget the way I have always cared for them? Why do they ignore all my struggles just because of that one mistake, that one time I wasn't a saint.
Why do they do this to me? Why do they hurt me like that? Its so agonizing to see that all your love,all your acts of affection meant nothing. In a matter of minutes, they are equal to dirt.
But what do I do? I am tired of this silent torment. These tears fall down without my consent. And even these tears mean nothing to them. They think they are fake tears;crocodile tears.
Please tell me, Why do they forget so easily? The times I laughed with them,the times I tried my hardest to make them smile,to please them being my only wish. But they forgot they forgot the good things about me and remembered only the bad ones. The time when I wanted the most for them to understand they..…they forgot.
When their feelings subside they get back to normal the same smiling faces but they also forget the holes in my heart these holes don't fill so easily. With every strike,with each cutting word these holes get bigger and bigger eating me from inside.
Each time I promise myself I won't get too happy, I won't believe they have understood but I fall_ I fall for their warm hugs, I fall for their affectionate kisses, I fall for those merry laughs. I fall so easily!
I know they love me, I know they care but they forget. They forget so easily!