Bi

Time to go back to the drawing board.

"There are two people, man! Gay and straight! You're either one or the other, man! Be a dude or be a fag! Don't touch me unless you want me, man! If you want my cock, I will decline! EWWW! You like boys! My dad would kill you if I told him! I'm telling miss off you! I'm telling my priest off you! God thinks you're ugly! Na na nana na!"

Time to slap the drawing board right around the face.

That same brat- who goes to my school- is now having to retake one of his GCSEs. Ha. So much for "being a dude" then. He sits in my form class, legs crossed, and always resisting the teacher. His replies are hilarious to the point where he is more of a clown than a bully. In fact, he is living proof of a hypocrite. Does he, from my very accurate analysis, appear to you as a dude? Do I, from his very prejudice generalisation, appear to you as a faggot? Well yes. And no.

Bisexuality is as long as homosexuality. It wasn't been a conscious thing until recently (let's say 35-40 years). There are different types of bisexuals: the ones who do it to be "hip" and do it for attention, or the ones who are seriously bisexual (like myself) and don't give a shit about if it's popular or not. Not to say that ALL bisexuals are doing it because they "feel like it" (as my long-time friend told me about his brief bisexual period). In fact, most bisexuals I know do it because they truely BELIEVE they are bisexual. The only exception is my ex-girlfriend who turned out to be one of the attention seekers.

I've taken bullets from all kinds of people. Religious people, athiests; even my friggin' maths teacher slagged me off because of my sexuality. The only real way I can release this sexual frustration is through the art of writing. Whether in my poetry or short stories or- through the ultimate excuse to moan- the blog here on YWS. I know a lot of you may disagree with my views and who I am, but in the long run it's my decision. To those who do know I am bisexual, be sure to know that I believe it from the very bottom of my heart.

So, let's repair the drawing board. In my way.

"They are many people in the world. Gay, straight, bisexual, metrosexual. You can be whomever you please and not be ashamed by it. Being straight doesn't make you cool- being gay/bisexual doesn't make you a faggot. You can touch the same sex without it being sexual. If that person insults you, teasing you, turn and walk away. Wow. I like boys and girls- so what? Your parents won't be ashamed, even if they feel it's against their views. I don't believe in God fully, but if you do, then know He loves you. Even if you are against his plan, He understands."

Looks so much better.