As soon as I got home I made a mad dash to my room to clean up, just in case he wanted to come up to my room for a few minutes. I started putting up the cloths I had discarded after trying them all this morning and anything that men werent supposed to see.
"What the hell are you doing?" I jumped at the sound of Jacobs voice, he walked into the room.
"I was just cleaning."
He interupted me, "You mean hiding stuff."
My face began to burn as I said no, I could tell he was about to laugh but he changed the subject.
"Cool poster." he said observing my Disturbed poster which was at least six feet long ways, that poster was my baby.
"Its all right." I said keeping my cool and laughing. I sat down on the edge of my bed and took my combat boots off.
"So wheres my brother?"
"Hes taking a shower, so im going to talk to you."
I took a bite of my burger that I had brought up with me and some of the tomato fell on my lap.
Jacob laughed and picked it up for me, "Its still edibtle."
"Is that girl your girlfriend. I mean from the bus."
He smiled, "Not anymore. I broke up with her this morning."
I chocked on the meat and after finally swallowing it asked "What happend?"
"I didnt really like her and besides I like someone else more. I think if you like someone more than someone else than why be with another girl or a guy whos just keeping you from the one you really lo, im mean like."
I nodded, "I can see what you mean."
I looked away and asked, "Is that why you got so mad at me when I told you Troy was my boyfriend?"
He laughed and turned my face to him with his hand, "Yeah, because I really like you."
I than realized I couldnt breath only stay locked in his deep gaze, It almost felt like I was drowing or free-falling through space. He released my face and walked to the door, "I'll talk to you later."
Had that just happend I wondered and touched where his I could still feel the imprint of his hand.
If what he said was true than perhaps that meant I was in love with him.
After my brother got out of the shower he and Jacob turned on the T.V. and started watching Jackass, which I soon got into. Me and Jacob had not said another word since our conversation in my room and the silence was begining to get to me so I went outside and sat in the swing. I began to think about me and Troys releationship, we had been together for eight months and had our ups and downs but I did love him didnt I? How had I became so attracted to Jacob, I felt like my world was now incomplete. Perhaps I should break up with Troy, I mean I had caught him cheating over summer break with another girl and not done anything about it. If Troy loved me like he said then whyd he cheat, and had he quit?
I turned in the tire swing and saw Jacob standing near me with a strange look on his face.
"Im fine, just thinking about some stuff."
He came over to me and grabbed the ropes holding the swing and gave me a push.
"Just things. I really dont feel like talking about that right now."
He suddenlly stopped the swing and kissed me.
Im stopping here guys