Sometime
around evening, the sky was chalked-up white and there were two Crows
on their stomachs in the woods. They lay flat at the top of a slope,
the moisture of the earth and leaves seeping quietly through
their skin.
Occasionally, one would drop an offhanded remark for the other to
snatch before it tumbled down into a shallow ditch. This,
usually, was the Crow with the fire. Now
and then, she shifted the weight of her torso from one elbow to the
other just
before soreness could translate to prickling numbness.
The Crow beside her was motionless
as a fallen tree, and she marveled at his deliberate stillness,
the
wind rearranging
his leaves of hair, over and over again, as many times as it passed
them by.
The
Crow with the fire had a father who used to tell her the wind was in
pieces. His
face was a smudge of existence in her mind and his voice was the fog.
She remembered it so well it seemed to obscure everything else, a
gentle authoritativeness, almost like a hand.
“Imagine
it as a human,”
he would offer, shrinking the topic of discussion down to proportion.
“We
see through our eyes, but the wind can transfer the faculty and see
with any part of him at any scope he likes. One moment he could be
watching you through his ear and the next his vision would be in a
patch of skin.”
As
though to assert for himself, the topic of the past discussion passed
a hand over the collection of trees. The ceiling above their heads
bristled in a whispered roar and all around them bits of fallen
greenery lifted and swirled into their faces. Swatting at the debris
leftover
from the previous fall,
the Crow with the fire raised her head, searching the other side of
the road.
The
Crow beside her noticed her change in position and turned his eyes in
the same direction. “He’s alright,” he assured her seconds
later, pointing. “Over there.”
“Dagger?”
“Who
else can I mean?”
A
quick grin blinked onto her face before she followed Tee’s example,
squinting into the swaying brush of a cedar. The tree was of medium
height, surrounded by a rumpled ring of others at the edge of the
road. She bit her lip when she saw the boy’s boot, protruding from
the swinging disarray of soft noise.
Her
father’s words revolved in her head, pulsing. “But
the wind still has an intact body, just not an intact presence.”
Dagger
was
still in the cedar,
which meant their formation hadn’t been broken yet and they
were all for the go.
His face wore a placid mouth and naturally large eyes, fixed on the
left point where the road vanished around a bend. There
was a lightweight rifle laid across his lap, almost casually.
Tee
gestured towards the boy with his chin. “That’s about as
unconventional as unconventional gets,” he muttered to her. “He’s
twenty
feet in the air.” She couldn’t help smiling at the thought, even
though there was a tinge of uncertainty that made her doubt Tee had
meant the comment to be a joke.
The
word ‘Crow’, really, was an acronym: Conventional Raiders Of War.
There were currently nine of them and they had all unanimously agreed
that the word ‘Crow’ did a good enough job of justifying itself
to suffice.
Carrion-pickers.
Scavengers.
In
a way, the Crows were like the wind.
When
the Crow with the fire had first come across them, a wall of winter
was making itself known through the shedding layer of fall plaster
and they had been wandering towards the east border, accumulating
eyes and beaks and wings that collectively created a feathered
something as a whole.
She
had been walking to nowhere behind them. From an observer’s
perspective, the Crows didn’t appear as an organised group of
people but rather a somewhat mechanical ensemble of pieces stumbled
upon and gathered up at random and, in most cases, by chance. Up
until then, the man they all called Axehead had been the only
invitation. Being unofficially pronounced a good scrounger, he was
generally self-sufficient and preferred
to work alone, which made the invitation necessary.
“Would
you like to stay?”
It
was that simple.
Previously,
Arrow had asked her where she was from and she had been vague, saying
she was from the road, which was not true but not uncommon either and
therefore was accepted without much afterthought. Following that was
the question of where she was headed. There was no answer to that, so
she had simply shrugged the words off like rainwater. That’s when
Arrow posed the question, and she had agreed.
Unlike
most others, she had never stolen away for a brief time or developed
her own yearly pattern of changing ensembles and changing people.
Axehead
spent the winters in the alleys instead of with the others, being the
scrounger that he was, and Flick had a habit of removing himself from
the Crows every fall in time for harvest if their location was
conveniently near his uncle's farm. Arrow tried to arrange the route
so they would be in the right place at the right time. They never
camped too far from Axehead's alleys in the snow and they covered the
same few roads the two autumns of four Flick had been absent,
collecting them in spring and winter respectively.
Then
there were the others who managed their departure schedules with
somewhat apprehensive inconsistency.
Java,
who’d never been accustomed to staying in one place for more
than a month,
had slipped away many a time at night with his kid brother in tow. On
most occasions, their excursions were solely made for the purpose of
obtaining food, and if that was the case, they would be back by
morning. There were, however, a few longer disappearances, but Java
held his whims accountable and he always returned with Dagger.
Gradually, it became an accepted fact that he never planned on
leaving for good.
Tee,
on the other hand, wasn’t nearly as flighty as Java and had a
tendency to get lost . The time intervals between his vanishings were
normally three to four months, but, as if to compensate for that, he
stayed away for weeks at a time whenever he departed. When asked why,
he would name off a relative and a companion town some distance back
and then share whatever news he’d picked up along the way.
That
was the only reason Arrow ever wandered off into any town alone. Of
course, news of the Fables and the Check was valuable, but higher up
on the list was any credible reports on the progression of the
artillerymen. He was never gone for more than a few hours, and the
Crows never packed
camp
until he returned. On safe days, Harpoon would accompany him. Arrow
had started off with him and Tee in the beginning, after ducking the
draft, so Harpoon’s lisp and absentmindedness didn’t seem to
bother him.
Like
the Crow with the fire, Harpoon belonged to the road. If you had
nowhere else to go, anywhere at all seems like somewhere and you
stuck to the people travelling with you.
This
was not the case for Scythe, who had somewhere to return to if he
ever felt like it. But,
simply
put, he never did
feel like it. He
only ever went away sometimes with Java and Dagger on their shorter
trips to farmers' fields. To
someone like Harpoon, this
seemed like ingratitude. He rarely ever spoke to Scythe but had
mentioned this to the last newcomer, who assumed Harpoon was telling
her merely because of their similar situation.
By
then she had changed her name to suit theirs. Everyday
was a small relief that there was the shuffling of feet and voices
all around her, and she never left, even though she knew Arrow and
the others would wait for her, or else move at as slow a pace as
possible until she caught up.
The
wind ruffled the paper of her thoughts.
A
whisper nudged her stiff arm.
“Cutlass.”
Some
inexplicable intuition told her that they had finished waiting. She
looked towards the right, where the elbow of the road formed a bend,
but her vision was cut off by a tree. An array of doubts inside her
head erupted into jostling disorder, causing her to shift her weight
from her left
elbow to the right
without her noticing. Her left
hand reached into the rucksack, a gaping cloth mouth between her and
Tee. Her
hand closed around the safety of a glass jar and she glanced up.
Across
the road, Dagger’s eyes betrayed a small, frantic fracture of fear.
She watched him push the rifle
bolt
forward, his booted feet dangling, realising how small he was, up
there with the wind. His attention darted towards her and Tee before
returning to the approaching noise.
How
many?
Tee signed to Dagger.
The
boy flashed three fingers once, as
though stabbing the air.
“That's
it.” The words were directed to Cutlass but the speaker was facing
the road below. “Those are our trucks.” With what supplies they'd
been able to scrape together and their proximity to the Check, their
focus would've regularly been punctuated by the explosions from the
guns if
the artillerymen hadn't been reserving the shells until a transport
arrived with more.
All there seemed to be were a few faded rifle shots, sounding
like casually dropped pebbles, here and there.
The
convoy was a small scrap of conversation Arrow had picked up in the
Check. Like the Crows, the name was strictly nomadic and travelled
with the Fables. The Check was always the next town in line to be
taken, and most of the region's government soldiers were concentrated
there in defence.
That
was the rule, and
it seemed to outweigh futility. Defend the Check.
The
convoy was bound in that direction, carrying supplies for the Fables
and for the artillerymen. Fortunately for the Crows, much of the
material being transported was flammable, and Axehead had customarily
come up with some turpentine oil and three thin-necked bottles of
alcohol. Because the glass containers couldn’t be filled to
capacity, they’d emptied half the bottles’ contents into jam
jars, poured in the turpentine, and cut an old tablecloth into
squares to use as stoppers and fuses for later.
There
was no later now.
Momentarily,
as her hand scrambled in the smaller front pockets of the rucksack
for the lighter, Cutlass’ mind returned to her father. “If
a human sees too much,”his
voice had continued, “he
doesn’t see anything at all.” And then, “It’s
good to choose what you see.”
It
almost sounded as though he envied the wind.
Today,
it was the carrier of scattering pebbles, sprinkling the sound into
their ears.
Tee
was half on his side, his fingers fumbling to load his rifle. Still,
with the cover of the woods, Cutlass felt exposed. She could only
hear the wheels scrunching on the gravel, a blurred, ghostly
rumble. The dust-brown canopies
flitted in and out of sight between the tree trunks. They were on
elevated ground, but it was not much of an advantage, not nearly as
much as Cutlass had first hoped.
“Watch
Dagger,” Tee advised. “He’ll motion for you to throw. Aim for
the centre of the road.” Hastily, Cutlass unscrewed the lid of the
jam jar and pulled a square of fabric from her pocket, cramming it
into the mouth of the jar and tipping it over so the strong liquid
rushed up to meet the cloth, soaking it partially. It was as
colourless as everything she could not remember.
Dagger
gave no signal.
Tee
reached around her and pulled a few pieces of table cloth from her
right pocket.
“Don't
hesitate after
it stars up,”
he said. “Just run, alright?”
“Yeah,”
she breathed.
“Good.”
He
began to uncork the alcohol bottles and repeat the same procedure
Cutlass had on the jam jar, his silence stretched taut, only his
fingers moving.
Part
concealed in the cedar, the boy raised his hand.
She
uncapped the lighter with her thumb and lit the cloth at the tip. The
tires of the trucks mashed
the gravel. Ground the road to pieces.
The
arm dropped.
Cutlass
raised her torso completely off the ground with her elbow and sent
the fire tracing a tall arc through the air, flames flailing like
wings, losing tens of feathers at once. It was watching a suicidal
plummet into a shallow river from a cedar, twenty feet above ground,
knowing you had been the one who forced the leap.
The
bright, smashed ugliness flared up at her, but by then the truck had
jerked to a startled halt, the flames doubling in the windows, and
Tee had shoved the rucksack full of glass birds in her hands and
pushed her to her feet, nearly shoving her over, telling her to run,
run, as Dagger splintered the glass and cast a webbed fracture over
the driver behind the windshield.
The
woods rattled in her ears. She scrambled
a few yards
to the tree in a running
crouch
before collapsing on her side, cradling an alcohol bottle in her hand
and
lighting the cloth fuse, hurling the bottle away from her towards the
second truck. It broke to pieces on the canopy and quickly ate
through it, infesting the inside like a parasite. Lighting another
fuse, Cutlass tossed the third bottle at the last truck following up
the rear, missing for her terrified excitement, just as two soldiers
tumbled out on their feet.
Unable
to control herself, she let out a raspy scream and ducked down. The
bottle broke beside a rear tire, which erupted with the sound of a
gunshot and
sent more disoriented bodies falling out into the open.
Then
Tee was beside her, muttering furiously, prying the lighter from her
unwilling hands. He lit the fuse of a jam jar and lobbed it over the
slope, setting the canopy on fire.
She
grabbed his arm, shrieking. “Stop, stop
it! There 're people inside!”
A
rifle shot bore into the top of the slop, sending up a spray of dirt
that skipped down the back of her neck, into her shirt. “Get down!”
Tee
yelled at her.
Biting her lip, she buried her head in arms and shrank into the
ground. The sound of him returning fire punched her spine.
She
had never been on a raid before.
A
scream cracked
open on the road.
It was too far to be Tee's and too low to be Dagger's. Then the thrum
of a blast rocked the second truck and a rod of fire tore through the
canopy, illuminating everything in a bright haze. Smoke shrouded
their shoulders. The scream reared up on it's hind legs. Somewhere
inside the second truck, an oil drum had erupted from the heat.
“Can't
the wind hear anything?” her brother had asked their father.
“Doesn't it have ears?”
They
learned from
their father that
the wind was a mute, and that seeing was enough.
The
heat squeezed and burst a second oil drum, which ballooned into a
large cloud
that billowed into itself, roaring. It consumed the canopy and the
tailgate and gnawed on the red ribs. Metallic sounds spewed out of
the rising, fiery mass of the disintegrating truck. The shells were
blowing.
Hoarse,
human voices raked the air like nails.
Cutlass'
face was smeared with mud. Gasping, she rolled to the right and
crawled to another tree, her cheek against the bark, clutching at her
arms, because she was looking now and she couldn't peel her streaming
eyes
away.
“Goddammit,
Lois!” a
voice screamed.
“Where are you?!” One pant-leg
was on fire, but the screamer didn't bother beating it out and rather
sprinted for the burning truck. A bullet cut him down and he spilled
onto the ground. There was another body writhing. Two.
One
hiding beneath the truck. Those
who could move
were scrambling for woods,
desperate for the trees. Most
headed for Dagger's side of the road. The
ribs of the second
truck cringed, the dead driver hanging limply over the wheel.
Cutlass
looked across the
road, at a small cluster of three moving, uniformed people.
And
she recognised his face.
She
could not choose what she saw. Despite the burning and the smoke that
encased every body littered around the wreckage, the
shoulder-bruising spittle
of the rifles and the obvious stupidity of her decision, she stood
up, lost.
There
was a meagre droplet of time between then and when a hand grabbed her
shoulder and wrenched her backwards. She pivoted slightly, nearly
losing her balance, and the name ripped itself out of her throat.
“Wicker!”
A
bullet stapled itself into the bark of the tree. Her
brother toppled upward as Cutlass stumbled, and before she could see
anything else, she was being pulled numbly into the woods.
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