Hi again!
Okay so now I have some context, which is good as I'm sure that will help me understand what's going on. I'd first like to say that I can see you have the deep red in there - very nice! It's fun to elude to other poems and I love little triggers like that which shoot back to something else, whether it's a literary reference or an internal one.
Specifics
1. The first stanza reads too much like prose and the only interesting part is that first line because secret! Oh my gosh are secrets always fun! But- I think you need to play with the wording a bit to make it more poetic and more interesting to read. At the moment it doesn't have a strong enough tone. I'd love if this felt more like we were the confidante of the persona and she was telling us of what happened and being bitter/ honest about it. I know this is based on something real and that's great, but you need to be a little bit flexible with poetry and give it an extra punch.
How about going for quite a colloquial tone but with a few word switches thrown in? I'm not very good at explaining this stuff in words, so I'm going to try to show you instead! Or, OR - new idea! Maybe direct the poem at the best friend and use a little poetic license to show this happening in present tense?
They're difficult to keep in, secrets,
can you keep them? Can you
understand why I blush Deep Red
for your best friend.
2. This is too quick! It's also very sad, but if you slowed it down a bit, that would add more dramatic effect. I think you need to avoid phrases like 'my heart stops' as these are too over used and don't make us feel anything anymore. What's that feeling like? How else can you describe it? Also, I want this from her point of view. Saying 'as she hits enter' doesn't work for me. She can't see her hitting enter so it's strange for her to describe it in that way. I'd rather see something more visual so maybe describe the sound the chat box makes or how the words flash up?
3. Spice it up a little! You've got some good bones here but they need a little extra flesh in places - choose your words more carefully. For example, you have 'I shut the window' but why not change shut to a different verb? It's very ordinary and the line might be more interesting as 'I remove the window' which doesn't directly make sense but it adds a level of drama. Think of it as a kind of hyperbole! Or you could have 'I cage the window' which would be quite interesting and get in some darker imagery. Building in words like that can help to set the tone for the rest of your poem!
4. I don't think that you can say the boy took your heart as that's perhaps giving him too active a role! Annnnd I'm more interested in the relationship between the persona and the best friend - it feels to me like this would be a stronger poem if the emphasis were placed there.
Overall
I'm sorry to hear that you're having a hard time, but it's good to see you're using it productively! Personal poems like this can be tricky to write as you need to find a point of interest for your reader, but I think you did quite well here. It's more emotional than the last piece and I think it's a good first draft, but I would like to see you use more interesting imagery and language. The simple approach is good sometimes but there isn't a line that I will wake up tomorrow thinking about or puzzling over the meaning. And my favourite poems are always the ones that stick with you for a couple of days!
All the best, dear and I'll hopefully catch you soon!
Heather xxx
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