Yvette sat on the studio floor for the last time. Her final three months had been spent practicing for her final act of defiance. She abandoned hope of divine rescue or miraculous benefaction. She would let her body wither and falter, but with greatest grace. She was a dancer. One of the best there ever was. She had blessed countless stages with her magnificence, and her final time would be no different. No. It would be better. Perfect.
“Yvette. Non. You know I could never agree to this.” Claude’s voice was shattered. “S’il vous plaît. Tu es malade. You need- ”
“Putain de merde!” The curses had come out as a violent scream, yet they barely echoed off the soft padded surfaces of the small studio. She had practiced without Claude, knowing he would argue and protest if he had time to.
Her body trembled, hands shaking uncontrollably. She slammed the phone into the wall, missing the mounted cradle, leaving it dangling lazily by its cord. She felt just like the fragile, antique phone: helplessly hanging by weak thread. She was nervous. She was angry. Above all, afraid. This was the first time she cried since she accepted her death. In fact, it was the first time she had felt anything since then. Her feelings were numbed until this point, and her first taste of emotion was a sudden burst of rage exacerbated by current circumstances. How could he be so stubborn as to deny a dying woman her last request? How could she be so selfish to ask him to watch her die?
Whether she was alone or not, she would dance. To die before her final act was to die defeated. Whether it be in silence or accompanied by Claude’s beautiful songs, Yvette’s last breath would be on that stage.
Hours passed as Yvette lay motionless on the cold studio floor, staring at the ceiling for however long it's been. She begged and prayed that Claude would change his mind about not showing up. No one else would be able to comfort her in her final moments better than a dearest friend. After a short taxi ride to the theatre, she prepared to change into her dress. It was a work of art made for her by an American designer, custom for her alone. She had never worn it to any shows because by the style and shape, it was clear the designer had never made anything fit for ballet before, but it was much too pretty to not accept. The outfit was black, fitting for such a macabre moment such as this. This would be her chance of life after death. The floor was set perfectly. White cloth blanketed the stage like snow. She would stand out in polar contrast on the neat stage, as her black dress was roughly torn to allow her to move freely.
She looked across the theatre, overflowing with adoring fans. Then across the scene. A wheelchair was neatly folded on the floor, tucked away from the audience’s view. Claude came. Finally, she looked at the lights, quickly dimming to allow her to enter unseen. She quickly took her place center stage. As she assumed her starting pose, grateful eyes briefly touched Claude’s face. She said nothing, but her gaze relayed a simple message:
“Merci.” She knew that what she asked of Claude was far too great, and that she could not possibly repay him for this favor. Claude knew as well.
She began with a grand adage, slow and graceful. The spotlight: blinding. It’s white light stinging her constantly. Perhaps if she stared long enough, it would dry her eyes and the tears would not fall. Her arms flowed like water. Like ribbons blowing in the wind, they extended and curled in each direction smoothly. Perfect. Her next moves matched perfectly with Claude’s playing. He played a song of his own composure. Yvette had been there when he wrote it, as well as every time he performed it. It was his magnum opus. Each note could be seen on his face. His expression tended to change slightly as he played, but tonight, Claude’s face was a show in itself. Yvette leapt into the air, performing a grand jete. Perfect. Her brittle bones cracked audibly as she hit the ground. Imparfait. She refused to slow down because of it. Claude winced, his face resembling a child that had been tricked into biting a lemon. He did not falter and nor did she. They were bound in a spiritual contract as soon as they both took their place on the stage. Claude’s notes and chords began their crescendo and Yvette matched in perfect union. Her mind was blank, eyes still locked on the burning light. Her tears resisited the pitiful attempts to be restrained and streamed down her face.
“Not yet,” she mouthed. She could feel the little strength she had left waning.
She couldn’t stop here. Not when she was so close to finishing her dance. She began a pirouette, wind quickly escaping her weakened lungs. Perfect. A second. Perfect. A third. One for each dreadful month she spent preparing for this day. Perfect. Claude slowed down. The melody changed to a dense, somber fog, hanging in the air. Even as the song slowed, the audience’s anticipation overflowed. A few of the deeper entranced members of the crowd even began to stand to avoid falling off the edge of their seat. It was time for the finale: the fouette. Once. Parfait. Twice. Parfait. Three times. Parfait. Four. Parfait. She couldn’t keep her eyes locked on the spotlight. Five. This turn was slightly too slow. She mistakenly caught a glimpse of Claude’s face. Six. Too fast. She couldn’t bear to make the mistake again. Seven. Parfait. She was a little girl again. Childhood memories flooded her mind. Eight. Parfait. She could hear the fans cheering already, despite them being captivated statues. Nine. Parfait. Almost there. Her heart pounded. She struggled to breathe. For a ghost of a moment, her legs gave in. Ten. Done. She fell to the ground face up to lock eyes with the light again. It was brighter. Glints of golden rays broke the constant beam of white. The crowd roared to life, overpowering Claude’s closing chords. Yvette didn’t dare look over to the grand piano. She lay still until she felt herself lift gently into the sky.
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