They circle over head
Never leaving
Always watching
Waiting to attack
I stumble on
Helplessly
Knowing the inevitable truth
There is no escape
There is no distraction
There are only two choices
Two options
Stay and get eaten
Or fight
get beaten
And maybe then, eaten
Beaten with looks
The knowledge
Of my distinction
Evident in there every action
However innocent
Beaten with the slurs
Of words they don't understand
They could never understand
Unless, unless they stood,
Where I stood
And knew what I know
However little that may be.....
Beaten with confusion
As there minds try to comprehend
The extraordinary magnitude
Of this
This thing that grows inside me
That lives in me
That is me
But not all of me
No you can't let it consume you
I am still me
Whoever that is
I don't really know
How typical
An identity crisis
They might say
I long to call up to them
To ask what would happen
If I told them
But if I asked
Well then they'd know
And I don't know what that would mean
For me
Eaten by this thing
That lives inside me
Longing to escape
Like a rat when fire is lit under it
Desperate
Trying to dig and claw it's way out
No matter what the cost
So all I know for sure
Is there are two options
To get eaten
And or beaten
If there was a third I'd take it
The one I want
The embrace of me
The true me
Nothing held back
If that's possible
Who knows
They circle over head
Never leaving
Always watching
Waiting to attack
I stumble on
Helplessly
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