People-watching was one of her
favorite pastimes. This was partly
because she enjoyed finding clichés in everything, but mostly it was a great
way to avoid real work. She even had
rules. Girl with boy around the same
age: definitely dating. Kid hanging out
with parent on weekend: socially awkward.
Group of females: scouting for boys, hanging out being the secondary
objective. Group of males: food, the
presences of girls considered a bonus.
Anyone sitting alone: lonely and longing for the company of anyone
willing.
Her
tongue grazed her lips as she raised both eyebrows and one side of her mouth. Sitting
alone in a small café downtown, she began a familiar inner dialogue of the
excuses that brought her to where she always ended up. I’m people watching, because what else do I have to do? I mean, other than homework that’s overdue or
homework that’s almost overdue or look for a job or write an actual resumé or
apply for grad school or look for scholarships because who can pay for any of
this? But seriously, what else am I really going to do? That was how she convinced herself it was
okay to pull out her laptop and just pretend.
Shielding her face with the screen, she slipped on a pair of sunglasses,
because, hey, it can be pretty bright out in December.
Letting her eyes
drift around the small space, they landed first on an old man sitting
alone. In front of him sat a cup of
coffee and two donuts, the latter softening her face. The table next to his housed a middle-aged
woman with a laptop and a stack of coffee cups piled four high. The papers lay scattered across her lap,
breathing frantically with her.
Imagining how many coffee cups the woman went through in a mere week,
she have her the same look she’d directed at the old man. What did a woman’s life have to lack to
spend so many hours in a place like this doing work like that?
A
couple occupied the small corner table, leaning into each other to whisper. Passing them over quickly, she smiled, and
let her eyes rest on the male sitting at the table farthest from her. Placing a
guess at around 21, she scanned the text books laid neatly in front of
him. The chair across from him was
pushed in. Feeling her heart pound a
little heavier, she looked back to her computer screen and watched him out of
the corner of her sunglasses, ready to give him a score.
His legs folded
beneath the table with a struggle and his shoulders ended well above the chair
back. One point. His hair was nothing special when glanced at
through the sunglasses, but dipping her head to look over them brought a
renewed smile. The strands caught the
light with a sultry attitude and spit it back out even brighter. One point. Two bonus points for the
textbooks. The more she looked, everything about him invited her over. His eyes never caught hers, but that was part
of the game. She bet they were blue to
match the plaid shirt he had unfastened the top two buttons of. The lines glided across his broad shoulders
and chest, wrinkling around his forearm where he had pushed them up
haphazardly, probably in the heat of studying.
Two points. His bare arms
stretched across the table, sinewy and strong, connected to big hands with
clean finger nails. Two points. While she was debating whether to approach
directly or play coy, someone took a very uninvited seat across from her.
“He’s not a good
guy.”
Immediate distaste
threatened to spill out of the top of her head. “Excuse me?”
“That guy you’re
staring at.” He thumbed in the general
direction.
Removing her
sunglasses became a necessity to give him the full affect of her stare. “I think you’re mistaken.”
Crossing his arms,
he leaned back, slouching slightly. “Am
I?”
“I was working on
my resumé.” She refrained from tipping
his chair.
“Were you?”
Coffee grinders and
faraway conversations filled the silence between them as her mind brewed. “Who are you?”
“Sorry. Excuse my lack of manners. I’ve really been
meaning to work on that. I’m Matthew.” He stuck his hand out . “What’s your name?”
“And you’re at my
table because?” Her arms crossed
themselves.
“You seem like a
nice girl.” She snorted. “And I wanted you to know that I go to school
with Eric and he’s not someone you want to go about intentionally meeting.”
“I can make that
decision on my own.” Her eyes scanned
him quickly. His shoulders barely passed
hers, her hair barely passed his, and she could bet his skin felt like sand
paper. Hypothetical braces and a whole
new wardrobe and maybe she could give him a sympathy point. Two reluctant points for being in school. The final tally was already less than weak
when she realized he was one half of the couple in the corner. Coming to talk to her with his girlfriend
sitting right over there. Minus one point.
“While I’m sure
that’s quite true,” he began, and she wanted to ask him what era he was raised
in. “I thought I would extend the courtesy to a beautiful girl who might want
to protect her heart.”
Her eyes caught
the ceiling and then fell upon the female half of the couple’s corner table as
she walked over. A smile that spread
across the other girl’s face, and she stared unabashedly as the “girlfriend”
leaned down to kiss Matthew on the cheek. “I’m gonna head out, okay? Don’t forget mom’s birthday dinner tomorrow
at seven.”
He smiled. “Okay, bye.”
Her lips tighten
and turned up as her eyes flitted across the table. Now she was walking away.
“So, I was
wondering if you wanted to have coffee with me some time.” His pause only left room for a breath. “If
you’re considering saying no, consider a free drink instead.”
His fingers tapped
the table as his teeth scraped against his lip and the skin on his forehead
wrinkled into little waves of uncertainty.
Taken aback, her mouth opened and shut.
Her eyes skirted to the corner where Eric sat, still folded, still wearing
plaid. She watched him glance around,
reach into his backpack, and pulled out a flask, pouring the entirety of its
contents into his coffee. His hand
disappeared into the bag with the flask and reappeared with a pack of
cigarettes. He stood like a bunch of
hinges unfurling and took both liver and lung cancer outside.
She looked back at
Matthew looking at her. “That’s just the
start,” he said. “Also take into
consideration my being right about him.”
“No.” Sorry,
no. Although she didn’t know why she
said it.
His eyelashes fell
and rose, the corners of his mouth tight, as he dipped his head to her
slowly. “Very well. Maybe the next time we run into each other
you’ll reconsider.”
Watching him go
led her eye to the old man by the door. Bracing the hands that told stories of
his years against the table, he stood with strong bones and walked around the
table. A woman took a seat in the chair
he pulled out, and smiled at him, gently placing her wrinkled hand over his. A
familiar smile passed briefly between them before he returned to his seat and
pushed one of the donuts toward her.
Four coffee cups
found their way to the garbage as the middle aged woman shoved her papers in
her laptop case. Folding the computer
and blowing her hair out of her eyes she smiled without showing the number of
hours she’d been awake. “I just
finalized everything. They said we can
go get her tomorrow.” The man on the
phone made her giggle as she pushed open the door to leave. “I know. We’re
finally going to have a little girl.”
The girl sitting
alone folded her laptop, the cursor still blinking on a blank screen. She put her sunglasses in her bag and looked
at the floor. She left alone.
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