This is how stream of consciousness should be done. Too often, I see poets just write down whatever comes to mind and then they call it "stream of consciousness." But writing in such a style requires a lot of skill, and a meticulous eye to detail. However, you've nailed the style near perfectly in my opinion. The poem flows truly like an internal monologue, with the thoughts of the speaker being poured onto the page.
In addition to that, your piece also raises an important point, which is that true growth only comes through conflict. Heartbreaks, confidence destroying incidents, and activities that stretch the very limit of your physical and mental being is what helps people to grow.
Nonetheless, I did not enjoy this piece. Part of the problem is the speaker, who comes off as a self-entitled brat. Her parents raised her as parents should, but she views them with utter disdain, snidely commenting that it was her sister who taught her to think, not her parents. Her brattiness is so over-powering that she actually seems to envy gang-raped girls, as if it's a rite of passage. In my head, I picture her as one of those kids who tells her mother to "F--- off" after asking how her day went, and then wishes that she had something to blog about.
That in turn leads to the other problem I had with this poem which is the lack of conflict. Admittedly, that is what the poem is kind of about: this person has nothing to be in conflict with. Unfortunately, that makes for a very boring subject. Moreover, that lack of conflict also means there's no real character progression. The speaker simply goes from one extreme to the other.
Overall, the poem is expertly written, but the subject of the poem lacks spice.
Points: 10065
Reviews: 68
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