Ring around the roses
a pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
I 'member the songs my mommy used to sing me, before the bad men came and took me away from my room, my bed, and my daddy. Now I'm in a white square, and I can't see daddy anymore. But mommy is still here, and she never goes away. I like that. I'd be lonely without my mommy.
What else do you remember sweetie?
I 'member that mommy had to go away for a little while. After the fire. The fire was so pretty but it hurt my hands. I liked it. I missed mommy, but I liked the fire.
Is that why you started it?
Huh?
Annie, is that why you started the fire?
What's that mean?
Annie, you took a match and lit the curtains on fire. That fire almost burnt down your house, and killed your mother. Did you start it because you like it?
What does killed mean?
It means that your mother is gone, and she's never coming back.
Liar.
No, Annie. Your mother is gone. You don't see her, you don't talk to her. She is never coming back, and you need to stop saying that she has when she hasn't.
NO! NOOOO!! Mommy is here, she's sitting next to me! She talks to me, she does, she does!
Annie, you are almost sixteen, you need to stop. Annie, stop! Guards, guards! Take her back to her room.
I don't wanna go back, I don't wanna go back!!
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I ended the recording and sighed. That girl had killed her own mother and even now, after nearly ten years can't even remember. She is forever stuck in the mindset of those days, and she has gone so far to claim that she can still see her mother. I'm not sure if this is a cry for attention or if she really is as crazy as the last psychologist she had says. I don't know how to help her. And to be honest, I'm not sure that I want to.
Our next session was horrible. She refused to talk and all she did was write in her journal, refusing to even look my way.
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The bad men came and took me away from the pretty lady. I screamed for a while, but mommy helped me stop. She's such a nice mommy. I like it when we sing together.
One, two buckle my shoe,
three four shut the door,
five, six, pick up sticks,
seven, eight, lay them straight
I am a good girl. When I was littler I listened to mommy's songs and did just what they told me to do. "Ashes, ashes." "Pick up sticks, lay them straight." All I did was listen to mommy. I'm not a bad girl for that. And mommy isn't gone, she's right here next to me. She needs a bath, and some new clothes, but she's still be-u-ti-ful. I'm happy. I'd be happier with daddy too, but he's not coming for a while mommy says. That's okay, I can wait.
London bridge is falling down, falling down,
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady.
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