Everyone has fun while I'm just here
Just awaiting life while death feels so near
I can hear the sounds of my voice crying out each night
And everyday my depression reaches new heights
I try with all my might just not to give up
But the more I get going the more the going gets tough
This life is rough, man I know
With what I've gone through I don't have to be told
Why must this world be so cold?
Why must everyone you love grow old?
Is that even really a thing?
With the way things have been going its hard to believe
I can't see the light at the end of this dark road
Is there even a light?
Darkness is all I see
It envelopes, surrounds, takes over me
Will there ever be anything
Anything other than bad that life brings?
I'll believe it when I see it if it ever finds me