I thought about you today.
And I really didn't know what to say
The thought that I can’t express anything because of you
The thought that I just wanted to drive the knife through and through
My life’s incomplete yet with you being the missing part
I don’t understand it why must you only have my heart
Its sick and twisted with you
With one breath I could tell you I hate you
and another I do.
And all I want to do is forget about you
But how selfish am I
I’m the one who gave you up
I look at you and some days I fall in love
And others I just want to throw up
It makes me sick
To think that my hatred is filled with love
You feel like a million bricks
Barred beneath the ground
Pulling me deeper and deeper
With the loud quite sound.
Maybe I belong here
Maybe it’s what was meant to be.