Chapter One: The Man Who Came Back
There were never enough hands, and there was never enough time. The soldiers came in waves and were split into groups - those who were quickly treatable and could be moved on to make room. The breaks and bleeds were sent in one direction, the head and core injuries in another.
Last were the fatal, who after making their journey all the way home would be given painkillers and asked their last requests. At first we had tried our best to give them, but with so many casualties we were forced to come to the cold conclusion that it simply wasn’t practical. We would take down the names of the men and their families and add them to the list of people to be notified. Then we would set a volunteer at their bed to listen to their final wishes, whispering false promises that those wishes would be fulfilled so that at least the dying would feel like they die as men, and not as numbers.
It was all we could do.
Mathius was one of those who was luckier than most to be alive. He was covered in blood that had poured from a head wound and the areas around his joints and ribs were darkly bruised. His eyes had been fused shut by the blood and dirt. Still, he was walking and talking, and that meant there was hope for him.
I came to kneel beside him. We had no beds and few chairs, mostly just blankets and poorly made stretchers.
As the cool, pollinated breeze blew past he drew in a deep breath with a rattle like the stirring of a dead mans bones. He tipped his head back towards the sky. Every time he had tried to open his eyes the flecks of grit got in he would scowl in pain and press the heals of his palms against his temples.
We were surrounded by the low grunts and painful sighs, but here there was no clash of swords or roar of beasts, and that’s all he cared about. This place smelt not of death, but of water and blood - fresh blood. From hearts that still beat. To me it sounded like pain, but to him it sounded alive. He said you never really know how sweet alive sounds until you’ve heard the sunken drum of death.
I took a bucket and cloth and put them down at his side with a small cup of the gooey, green liquid that was being mixed up by the gallon. ‘I’m here,’ I said, putting one hand on the back of his neck. ‘What’s your name?’
‘Mathius.’ He answered.
‘Mathius. Drink this. It‘ll ease the pain.’
‘I‘ll be brave,’ he said lightly.
‘This is probably going to hurt a lot.’
‘I’ve been through worse.’
His face was barely recognisable with the layer of battlefield mire, and his thick black hair was glued to his skull. By the condition it looked like he had been lying for a long time before someone found him.
I set to work, dampening and pulling away the hair to find the wound on his head.
He told me he was a farmer before he went to war. Farmers were supposed to carry spades, not swords. He made a joke about how he was so clumsy he probably could have done more damage hitting someone with a shovel than he did with a blade.
‘I took after my father, he was a farmer too, and my uncles, and my grandfather. After the war broke out though we didn’t have enough men to work the land and so sold it to the Royal Harvest Company instead.’
‘My father was a pain in the neck.’ I said. I’d heard the phrase used to refer to several casualties over the past few days and now found it rolling awkwardly off my own tongue. ‘He still is.’
He laughed, a raspy sound that scared me a little, then coughed and tried to hide the pain. I picked up the cup and pressed it into his hand but he pushed it away reluctantly
‘Drink it.’
‘You sound like a boy,’ he said, forcing a distraction. ‘Are you young?’
‘I’m not old.’ I took the cloth again and drained the water into a spill bucket before dipping it back into the clean one. Whatever had struck his head, it had cut straight through the skin. It looked like it might have even gone through the skull, but there were no bone fragments.
As I pulled a few strands of hair directly out of the wound he gasped. His jaw tensed and the muscles down his neck and back tightened.
‘Sorry,’ I mumbled.
‘Don’t apologise. Without people like you I would be left for dead anyway. I owe much thanks to you.’
‘Yes. But you wouldn’t say that if you could see me, though.’
‘Why is that?’
Once again found myself looking up and became aware of the stray comments around me, the awkward stares and hesitant smiles. The grateful glances and the heavy air of blame.
‘You just wouldn’t.’
/End Part One
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