It wasn’t that long ago when I moved to Maine with my father. Back at my old home in New York, my mom had gotten a promotion to her already high-paying position at her company job. This may sound like a good thing, but as it turned out the new position required many more hours and responsibilities from her; she’d come home exhausted after a long day of work and be called in an hour later for a meeting.
I can remember one Wednesday in particular when I came home from school and saw a note on the kitchen table on which she had scrawled out ’Sorry honey, got called into work again. I won’t be back ’till late. Love, Mom’. I fixed myself a bowl of Cocoa Puffs for dinner and sat in front of the T.V waiting for her to come home. I would’ve normally just gone to bed, but that day at school I was crowned Spelling Bee champion and I wanted to surprise her with the good news. I mean sure, I won it every year, but just because my victories were consecutive it didn’t make winning the new title any less sweet.
Just the thought of seeing the glowing look on her face kept me awake past 3 a.m., but it was a school night, and halfway through Jimmy Kimmel I just wasn’t able to keep my eyes open any longer. I jolted awake three hours later to the monotonous beeping noise of my alarm, and my arm flew out instinctively to hit the snooze. I had completely forgotten that I had passed out on the couch, and instead of hitting my clock, my hand knocked over a tall glass of fizz-less Mountain Dew that toppled over and splashed onto our virtually stainless white rug. I had to skip breakfast that morning in order to squint through my blurry, sleep-deprived vision to focus on cleaning the pale green mess. Needless to say, I was out cold through the first two classes of the day, and dealt with a head-splitting migraine until I passed out the instant I got home.
The Cocoa Puff Routine, as I liked to call it, continued for the next few weeks, and eventually mom stopped leaving me messages to explain she had to work. I learned how to make homemade soup and scrambled eggs, because even though I imagined I would never tire of them, a week of solid Cocoa Puffs just didn’t cut it anymore. I even began to wash my own dishes, because to put it frankly, the mess that had begun to pile up since mom’s promotion was really starting to gross me out.
After the third week of being more or less self-dependant, mom announced to me after she got back form work one evening that I was moving in with my father. She explained how she just wasn’t able to be a mother to me anymore, and that I needed someone to take care of me. This took me completely by surprise, and I argued that I was doing just fine here by myself. I told her how I even taught myself to cook and clean while she was away, but she decisively shook her head back and forth, and refusing to even listen.
“You could live better than this. You’re going to your father’s because he can take care of you and I can’t!”
I got so frustrated with her that I just started crying and yelling; two things I never did. It was like she thought I wasn’t capable of taking care of myself! She was treating me like I was a kid. I‘d been fine for a whole month, and now she suddenly decides I‘m not good enough. I get good grades, clean my room, and do my chores, and she’s kicking me out of the house!
I ran off into my room because I just couldn’t stand arguing my point in what I already knew was a losing battle. Hours later, I passed out on a tear-stained pillow, my head nearly bursting with all this insanity.
The next day at school was totally miserable. Mom had left me scrambled eggs on the stove for breakfast, but I knew she only made them because of last night’s fight so I left them untouched, and spitefully grabbed the box of Cocoa Puffs.
I wasn’t planning on telling them yet, but I ended up spilling the bad news to my friends at lunch when they sensed something was wrong. I mumbled the events of last night to them while I repeatedly stabbed my chicken patty. Their reactions were as shocked as mine had been, but they didn’t say much besides,
“I’m sure you’ll figure something out,”
“Don’t worry,”
And, “That sucks!”
I couldn’t really blame them, because those were the thoughts I kept playing inside my own head. I figured Mom would just talk to her boss about her hours, or maybe hire a babysitter, however embarrassing that would be.
The truth of it was that I just wouldn‘t accept it. A terrible feeling of uncertainty gnawed at my insides, and I knew that however impossible it might seem, things in my life were going to start changing really fast.
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