I had been sitting in the bath for a better part of an hour. My mind could not wrap itself around the concept that my parents wanted to pay someone to follow me about all day. I never went out; no place outside my home could hold my interest long enough to persuade me to leave. This new employee would be even more bored with my life than I am. My parents’ old money will only be wasted. They care, however. I must respect them for that. It is my wellbeing they are looking after. Although, their maternal parenting is more like intense suffocating. I love them, of course. I could not imagine my life without them and their support. I am the entire cause behind our constant relocation.
“Miss Rebecca Harrison, if you stay in that bath any longer, you will shrivel up like a prune,” called Sarah, my maid.
She traveled with us and was sworn into secrecy. She was hired shortly after I was born to aid my mother in taking care of me while in infancy despite my being an only child and my mother having little tasks around our home. However, as I grew my mother needed her more than ever. Sarah is like a second mother, or an older sister that I was never obliged to possess.
Sarah did not wait for me to reply before she strolled into the room. Her pale blue eyes did not turn to me until she made it all the way to the other side of the room where she picked up a cotton cloth and held it out to me. “Well,” said she, the annoyance clear in her voice. “There is a man here to see you and Mr. and Mrs. Harrison. Miss Becky, you must enquire about him. He is surely handsome and very agreeable.”
“Dear Sarah, you gossip like an old lady.”
“Do you not wish to know of him, Miss Becky? I will be forever silent about him if you demand it.” Her manner of speaking suggested that she knew I would do exactly the opposite.
After being fully dressed, I sat at my vanity. Sarah picked up my silver hair brush and slowly began untangling the disarray that was my dark brown hair. Such chaos is the conclusion of yet another sleepless night. My only wish was that it was night terrors keeping me awake with feverish sweats and rapid breathing. Night terrors would be a relief if not an accomplishment. However, it was not bad dreams keeping my eyes fully alert all through the sleeping hours of the night.
“Sarah, come. I cannot bear this silence between us any longer. Pray, tell me everything you know about the mysterious man who has come to see my parents.
Through the mirror, I saw a smile form on Sarah’s face.
“His name is Mr. Bennit. I believe Richard is his God given name. Yes, I am sure of it. Jane Dashwood told me herself. Oh, you remember Jane. She used to do your linens when we first arrived here last year. It is sad to me that she was better detained elsewhere. She was a sweet friend and quite handsome. I absolutely adored her. We meet from time to time here in town but not as much as I would wish.”
“Sarah, the man?”
“Oh yes, of course, Miss Becky. Richard Bennit is his name, I am sure of it. His family is of a large fortune yet he chooses not to be a gentleman. Why that is, no one is certain of. Perhaps they cut him off due to great gambling debts. I don’t suppose it is for inferior marriage for he is without a mistress for his home. However, his bed is never without one.”
“Sarah!”
“T’was what I heard from the very reliable Miss Dashwood.”
“When did you discover all of this?”
“He first came into town looking for work just last month. Surely you can expect him to be the subject of gossip. At least for a fortnight.”
“What else have you learned?”
“I’ve told you all I know. I’ve never personally spoken with him but he seemed amiable from what I have seen. Mr. Bennit has certainly received a proper education.”
“Mr. Bennit is a man who is unknown to our family intimately. He may be smart and is certainly fickle. What an excellent candidate.”
Richard Bennit sat across from my mother and father at the dining room table, seeming inappropriate for such an interview. The small party seemed completely engrossed in the conversation that they did not take notice to my slight intrusion. Mr. Bennit, who according to Sarah had a most abundant reputation in town, spoke in a manner one could only describe as agreeable and pleasant. Either he truly was a sensible man, or he was using wit and charm to win over the hearts of my beloved parents. The attitude in which he sat gave off only the shadow of his profile. His features seemed simple and plain and his mien was respectable. Mr. Bennit did not slouch and kept his hands crossed on the surface of the table.
It was then that I noticed the documents under his laced fingers. I assumed they were details of what the employment entailed—as much that can be documented. The rest can only be given by word of mouth when we as a family decide the boy can be trusted. With a family as concealed as the Harrison’s naturally are, discretion is a must. That seems silly, considering Sarah would be the last person in Europe who’d fit that description. However, she has proven herself very worthy of being in our home time and time again. Sarah has made it her job to know everyone and what they are doing each and every day. This man that Mr. Bennit is pretending to be may not be the best choice.
My mother turned away from Mr. Bennit and caught my eye. It is very improper to peer in on other’s conversations, but I had every intention of joining their party when I felt my presence would be necessary. Mrs. Harrison did this for me by excusing herself to come see me. Her face was in high spirits as she approached but then it fell when she was in the light.
“My dear, you look positively pale. Do you feel ill?” Instinctively she reached a hand up to my forehead and then my cheeks.
“The subject on my complexion is always in need of being spoken, is it not, madam? You can not expect me to have rosy cheeks and sun touched skin when I remain indoors each and every day. My pallor therefore can not be helped.”
Mrs. Harrison’s hand dropped to her side. “Very well, Becky. Do come join us. You are every bit a part of this as we are.”
The thought of having to be in a room with that man seemed positively dreadful. I would have to feign a smile and converse with both my parents and Mr. Bennit and I was not in the proper mood to do so. They would turn him away, just like they had all the others. There was no initial point in my being present. “Mama, please. I do not wish to. I believe I hear a book calling my name from the library.”
“Rebecca, stop this. He seems suited enough to take the job.”
“Rebecca Harrison…” said I in a smaller voice. “Come to me, Becky.”
Mrs. Harrison sighed. “Very well.”
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