I feel like my Brain is demented,
As Im in a huge state of depression
From the early days I was sectioned
I was crazed with numerous painful injections
Always Under critical surveillance
As me and all the other patients
Attempted escaping, the ventilation would release wicked vapors
to take away our human nature.
I feel like I'm Locked away in a cell, that’s pitch black, completely dark
like my eyes were attacked by a posinus gas
releasing chemicals to Isolate my brain in thinking that it's fine being trapped.
So as I fall back and weeks pass
I talk to myself by holding on every thought that has made my life A living hell
I Feel like im Alone in a cage,
With no hope of an escape, With no hold of a blade
So I grow my nails long enough to cut up my shallow veins
I Guess Being Depressed and suicidal, allows me to try take out my eyeballs
with a full hearted attempted, in trying to snap my own neck
As i am on the verge of insanity,
Persuading my mind to never return to reality
As I'm always at war with the demons within
Waking up in a state with cuts through the veins deep in my skin
While these stupid doctors make observations on a consistent basis
I See us patients locked in cages inhaling toxic vapours
To get our minds away from the constant analysis
Poor creatures, passing out in the Corridors
And I contract infections with a evil intention sectioned with my very own dysfunction,
My mind waiting on These hawks to feed on my rotten corpse.
I still see myself in this derelict and violent
abandoned mental Asylum
Where every ward is Isolated and dead quiet
The level of destruction is a cause
for concern, As My mind burns as
I learn the truth off the lies that never seem to get learnt
When at night I feel like I'm sent into the dungeon, tortured and hunted
With other patients with self-inflicted fatal wounds,
when meeting our ever lasting doom
So As I Watch the docs in radiation suits taking me through to the operation rooms
I feel like I should say farewell To the troubled
And presume that I'll be away from it all, when I reach my grounded tomb.
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