I look around in pure devastation,
my heart racing, my mind filled with despair.
Questions begin to fill my mind,
but not one small answer.
I am planted dismally to this very spot,
struggling against it is useless.
A greater force seeks to challenge me,
against it I am insignificant.
Nowhere to escape to now,
not one comfortable, safe place.
Every exit is heavily guarded,
this is the definition of trapped.
Isolated far from anyone else,
just as you had planned from the start.
I have pushed everyone away,
now they will not come to my aid.
I have shown them the very worst of me,
I have disgusted them in every way possible.
They absolutely loathe me now,
they are filled with hatred when they hear my name.
I don't blame them at all,
it is my fault and not theirs.
I do not blame them for my own flaws,
nor do I expect forgiveness.
They are the better, stronger ones,
where as I am weak and bitter.
They are full of beauty and kindness,
I feel sour and twisted to the core.
They love and cherish everything,
how I envy them, so free and kind.
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