I’ve always been comfortable with silence.
I would honestly rather be quiet and observe my surroundings than waste words on empty small talk. I guess not everyone else is like that, though.
That’s why Haruhi stands out to me. Most people try and figure out what I’m thinking by asking me meaningless questions, but she never does. She just looks at me, or through me actually, with those amber eyes of hers. Sometimes I wonder if she can tell what I’m thinking . . . or what I’m feeling.
But it doesn’t matter what I feel, because I can see how everyone else feels about her. She’s the best thing that ever happened to us. Before her we were still separated from each other by walls, barriers that we had put around ourselves so that we wouldn’t get hurt. When she came into our lives, even though we didn’t expect her to, she knocked down those walls. We had no choice but to love her. I had no choice . . . But if I were to tell her how I feel, everything would change. And I couldn’t do that to the Host club, especially not Mitskuni. He loves it here, and I’ve grown to like it too.
So until I can find the right moment or the right words to say to her, I’ll just stand back and watch over her, and let my silence do the talking for me
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