Raggedy Andy, Raggedy Anne
2. Ezra Aim
The Beginning
I. Home, Son
Ezra came home from the war smelling of smelter and soot, clutching his sister’s doll to his chest like some kind of medal. He was wearing a lady’s dress and Sunday bonnet, and his father stared for a long time, and blinked twice, thinking somehow he had magically gained another daughter.
Millie Might
I. The Stranger in a Blue Dress
It was a morbid day Millie thought. With an opaque, slate sky overhead filled with darker glints of cloud.
Balancing a wash basket on one hip, she winded her away from mud puddles towards the clothesline that was leaning slightly to the left: a poor mutilated something, two sticks and a thin extension of string, that bowed low in the middle.
Pieces of the over-laden basket stuck into her, jabbing into the skin of her hip and thigh. At some point between breakfast and lunch it had lost its handles, which left spikes of frayed wood poking out of the edges.
When Millie turned from hanging things on the wash line, she saw this figure, in blue and white muslin, on the porch. She was jealous—the blue flowers on the bonnet were so bright and precise, she would give her left arm for that kind of fabric, both of her arms if that meant that dress. She was always wearing those dusty trousers her older brother Ezra had grown out of, and left when he went to war—farm work was beastly in petticoats and skirts.
Millie left the wash and headed from the house, curious about this stranger in the beautiful dress. She looked to her father who was standing in the doorway; on his face was a crooked frown.
What could have her Pa looking so confused?
“Pa!” she called as she neared the house. “Is everything alright?”
She watched her father swallow, and shake his head. It was unconvincing.
“Hey, if you’re from Coalition you’ve no business here.”
She was at the house now, looking straight at the back of the stranger in the beautiful dress, her father towering over both of them
“Naw, Millie, don’t make trouble.”
The stranger turned then and faced Millie.
Millie mouth froze in mid censure, and stared into the stranger’s face.
Ezra?
Millie stumbled backwards a bit. It was like looking in a mirror.
“Ezra? Is that you?”
She squinted, but the face: the eyes, nose, cheekbones, all the same, and she knew them as well as her own.
Millie knew without a doubt that she was staring at her brother. Thought were jumbled and racing through her head. How did he get home? Was the war over? Had he been discharged? Was he hurt?
The silence stretched out into the gray afternoon until the stranger, no Ezra, spoke.
“I suh…suh... suppose you don’t play with dolls no more.” He shifted the doll in his hands from one to the other, fidgeting with the torn, bloody, muddy doll.
Finally, he stuck out his arm, pushing the doll towards Millie.
“But, it’s yours, here.”
It was only then Millie put things together—her brother was wearing a dress.
II. Weather Signs
The first night Ezra was home, after both her pa and brother had gone to bed, Millie heard this tremendous shrieking and clamor. At first, she was stiff, grasped by the fear of the unknown. But, it didn’t take her long to splinter the hold that the fear had on her and rush into the bedroom she shared with her brother. Fearing an attack, she snagged a stray piece of wood before turning toward the sound. But, there was no one there; Millie could see that much as glinting shards of the moon extended through a window.
It was just her brother, curled up, and shivering violently.
She watched, rooted, for a few moments, before finding her way to his side.
She stretched out a suntanned hand and pressed it to his forehead. It was sticky with sweat, but not scorching, so he didn’t have a fever.
Millie breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down on the bed beside her brother. Slowly, she extracted one of his hands from where it was twisted against his own body.
She looked down at the hand, warm and soft. There were dark lines of dirt under his uneven fingernails, and angry, jagged, red marks on the back of his hands, like some animal clawed at them. When she turned her brother’s hand over there were bright, fevered half-moons that looked to be the imprinted leavings of nails, in his fleshy palm.
Millie grasped his hand in hers and then snail-like edged her body parallel to his, so their heads shared the same pillow.
She turned on her side and let her free hand calm her brother’s shivering. What had happened to Ezra? Once, they had shared everything, talked about everything. Now all she could see was the way the her sunburned hand and his marred palm seemed to compliment each other in their silence.
She hummed badly a song that her father sang while working, but it seemed to quiet his restlessness.
Millie fell asleep clutching her brother’s hand that night.
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