Noah is yelling at me from the driver seat of our 1991 Honda Civic,
“I told you! What did I tell you! Gotdamnit Ryan! Why didn’t you listen!”
He’s voice is static; I’ve completely tuned him out.
I’m in the backseat with Elliot; the back of his head is resting on my left thigh. I have my hand over his forehead, and I’m telling him everything is going to be alright. The backseat is painted red. My left hand looks as if I was wearing a crimson glove. Elliot had a look on his face of pure terror, he was gasping for air so frantically.
Elliot was the fish little kids try to play with by taking them out of the fishbowl.
I just tried to stay as calm as I could. Despite the fact Noah was now driving over 90 in a 45, and that my childhood friend was dying in my lap. Elliot stopped gasping. As I looked down I notice his eyes have departed from fear. My heart sinks so far into my chest I can feel it protruding from my back. The great wall of calmness and reassurance crumbled quicker than I had put it up. Helplessness was a tided that washed over me in an instant.
Everything I had been tuning out, Noah, the reckless driving, the police sirens following us, and the pricing pain in my right arm flooded in all at once.
I couldn’t find my voice, “No-No-Noahhh.. Ell-Elli… he’s de-.”
The tears were choking me, I’ve never cried so much without realizing it. Noah took his eyes off the road to look at me with Elliot bled out on my lap. His mouth was open, and his eyes were yelling at the world.
It was in this window of small time; Noah swerved the wheel when he looked back. I saw us heading directly towards a truck.
The speedometer read 93.
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