She doubts me. She loathes me. She hates me. My sweet little angel, embedded in white sheets, doesn't want me to hold her. Her mother, scorned by a car crash, has left me here to pick up the pieces. I was once a proud father; now I am nothing more than a babysitter to her. She looks more and more like her mother every day. Those hazel eyes becoming more clearer and clearer as the days wane on. The inheritence of appearance is almost ghost-like, as if Mum's presence is within her. It's like some sort of reincarnation or ressurection of thought and appearance.
She cries every day. She hopes for me to pick her up. She never does because I never know when she wants something. Her name is preventing me on the cusp of sanity to climb back up, from a tragic fall into the abyss. Her crying, endless nights, the baby alarm. No more am I allowed to move on from her mother's death if my baby is so much like her. I really don't get it. Why do I, with all of my grief, have to cope with all of this? It's her fault I'm here, trapped in a glass case of the most complex of human emotions. The nature of my eyes is primitive in stark comparison to her majestic spheres.
As if I cannot already be having this amount of pure unluck, it's her brithday today. She wants me to celebrate her day even though she has no one else to celebrate it with. She may aswell live this day like any other. It's endless. To hear her cry is like the wake up call to my own personal hell. The semi-darkness of her shadow, almost transforming, is holding my hand close to my heart. It's as if she's gradually changing into the evil I forsee in front of my very eyes.
It's getting late. Sitting back down I turn on the TV, to hopefully have a night of peace this time. But then she starts crying again.
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