(According to my wish if I wished I had died I would have wished for something else and thus I would have lived - You should have said 'you wished to live' and then I'd have died)
Granted, that was improper English and according to your own Ultimate Proper World plan you are executed.
For I who am poor have only my dreams I spread my dreams under your feet . . .
. . . tread softly for you tread on my dreams.
We are masters of our silences, and slaves of our words
Lots of times you have to pretend to join a parade in which you're not really interested in order to get where you're going. — Christopher Darlington Morley