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The Rose will grow



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Tue Oct 19, 2021 3:38 pm
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Tue Oct 19, 2021 3:49 pm
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I thought it was forever
the way I loved you
we swore it was forever
it was supposed to be true love
you and I, for always

But our soul was just a broken dream
and always meant only an instant
you never believed
true love, you told me
I wished it was forever
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Mon Oct 25, 2021 12:07 pm
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Let me rest

rest in peace
silent, tortured
and soulless
a dying rose on the table, a blood-red heart
yet we sin
why did it come to this?
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Mon Oct 25, 2021 12:13 pm
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[i]
Goodbye, my love

Time is precious,
as reality slips away
I am not a saint
your pictures lost in life's constant toll
a dream lost in the years

But I am still here
/i]
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Tue Oct 26, 2021 3:46 pm
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EsmerayaRose says...



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Your Fading away

Don't mourn for me
for the grief eats away
I get down on my knees
and pray every single day
your stare plagues the soul
Your Fading away
now, I am only your pictures.

Now, I am only your feelings.
Your Fading away
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Wed Oct 27, 2021 2:30 pm
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EsmerayaRose says...



[i]I am Rose
I wonder will I grow
I hear the silent raindrops
I see the darkness that surrounds
I want to grow
I am alone

I pretend that I am the symbol of love
I feel each lost soul
I touch the inner souls of love
I worry that all is not well
I cry blood-stained tears
I am the symbol of death

I understand my thorns
I say the unsaid
I dream about the darkness
I try to be precise
I hope to grow
I am a Rose/i]
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Thu Oct 28, 2021 8:40 pm
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[color=#0040BF]True love, we swore
was there no pledge?
was there no vow between us?
forever in a moment,
our hearts were connected,

But our love was just a ghost
and always meant only a moment
and forever meant only a flash

Maybe one day...
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Fri Oct 29, 2021 1:55 pm
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I'm Waiting, I'm Waiting
I'm waiting, for forgiveness
(I'm waiting, for you)
I'm waiting, for it to start
I'm waiting, for it to end
I'm waiting, for the prisoner
I'm waiting, for pain
I'm waiting, for love
We've become the things you've long forgotten
Now I'm walking out my days and nights, I'll meet you at the altar
I will close the door but, before I walk out on you
I will close the door but, before please show me forgiveness
I will close the door but, before please show me you
I will close the door but, before please show me the start
before it ends
I need to see the captive, that remains at the shore
I will close the door but, before please show me the end of it all
I will close the door but, before please show me the pain
show me the love
I have become that thing that is long forgotten
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Fri Oct 29, 2021 2:04 pm
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When The Pressure's High
You will never let him go
He has got the world at your fingertips
You will stand here and remember
When the pressure's high
You need a love you can call his own
When the day begins to pull us through
When the pressure is on us to give up
When the pressure is on her to give up on you
When the pressure is on me to give up on you
You should have listened to me when I begged you not to make me wait
I should have listened when you said you were done with me
I should have listened when you said you loved me
I should have heard when you said you loved me
When you said you were leaving
You made me want to stay
But the pressure is now on
You could walk out that door
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Fri Oct 29, 2021 2:08 pm
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You Can't Go Wrong
you can't go wrong
You can't go wrong
I'm telling you, I'm telling you
I'm telling you, I've got you
You see me all the time
Hungry for the things you don't know
And I'm obsessive about you
Hungry for the things you don't know
I find it so hard to leave
When there's nothing left to believe in
I can't get out of it
You want to take me away from you
They said it was easier letting go
Thinking of you when I don't talk to you
But all I do is cry
Why would I do it
When I know you won't understand
I'm telling you, I'm telling you
I'm telling you, I've got you
You see me all the time
Let it grow
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Fri Oct 29, 2021 3:52 pm
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You've done your part to set this world ablaze
But when the sun sets you to leave behind
And walk into the eternal flame
Wormholes are open wide to see
And you come to see
Just take it leave it all behind

With your ignorance
Your faith in us
And our ideals
We have wasted our time
With your ignorance
Your faith in us
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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Sat Oct 30, 2021 4:59 pm
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EsmerayaRose says...



a wounded heart
why?
to forever abandon
our time has come; darkness descends
so say goodbye
Complexion
not but a fleeting hope
soulless, scarred
there is only loneliness
put to rest, in life
there is only confusion
For this is it,
Let the rose grow.
I promise this type of pain only gets worse
~Esmeraya~

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