This was written as an attempt to get over this stupid guy that's been saying for three months he wants us to be friends and then told me last week he doesn't. Blah.
The first stanza is somewhat slow with one female voice and piano. After that there's a small drum fill and it picks up tempo and instruments. The last stanza sounds like the first. It's meant to sound a little angry.
All comments are much appreciated and let me know if you want to know anything else about it!
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If I wrote a song for you,
And told you everything.
All the things I’ve been thinking,
But have been too scared to say.
What if it was heartfelt?
Raw, fresh, and pure.
If I wrote a song for you,
Would it change anything?
Too much has changed.
I’m different. I’m sorry.
Excuses you gave.
It’s just one of those things you know.
No, I don’t know, please tell me.
I don’t believe you are sorry.
Look me in the eyes and lie to me.
That takes nerve my friend.
Quit lying.
I’ll watch you burn.
I’ll watch you float away,
With all the promises you made.
I know you’re not sorry.
I will not be your ghost.
I refuse to be lonely.
I am done with tears.
I just want to be happy.
You were the one that got away.
You gave up, you wouldn’t stay.
I tried my best and fought hard for you.
But one sided fighting,
Doesn’t win any battles, oh no.
We had our struggles,
Our challenges, pitfalls.
But you told me once, twice,
You will not lose me.
You looked me in the eyes and lied to me.
That takes nerve my friend.
What were you thinking?
That I would forget you.
Move on while still thinking there’s hope.
Because all of this time,
I thought that we wanted the same thing.
But all of this time you were lying.
You’ve got nerve my friend.
I’ll watch you burn.
I’ll watch you float away,
With all the promises you made.
I know you’re not sorry.
I will not be your ghost.
I refuse to be lonely.
I am done with tears.
I just want to be happy.
If you don’t want me,
That’s your loss, not sorry.
I’m not asking for everything,
Just something.
If you think you’re happy,
Then sorry I’m trying.
But all I want is to be friends.
So what’s wrong with trying?
I’ll watch you burn.
I’ll watch you float away,
With all the promises you made.
I know you’re not sorry.
I will not be your ghost.
I refuse to be lonely.
I am done with tears.
I just want to be happy.
This is my song for you,
Where I’ll say everything.
All the things I’ve been thinking,
But have been too scared to say.
Do you think it was heartfelt?
Raw, fresh, and pure.
This is my song for you.
Does it change anything?
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