april 18
tennessee antique
the old bell that rings as each person enters the shop
is like a servant kept around past usefulness,
but for sentimental reasons, announcing customers
tiredly, and then rocking back and forth, slow parkinson's
in simple harmonic motion, like an unsteady flower
nursing a just-landed honeybee, or a memory.
it croaks my name, tonsil-less.
floorboards creaking, scatterplot of dust illuminated in its
slow directionless migration by the refrains of light coming through
the warped and whorled shopfront glass – the antique mall
is completely silent, except for the slow, musty breathing sounds
from the governess teapots and the chipped maids of china.
three grandfather clocks with upset stomachs, infected with a smallpox
of seconds, reciting their slow pre-history and all chiming the quarter-hour
at different times, babel voices, having forgotten the meaning of
their sounds, but repeating them anyway. there is a small infantry
of salt and pepper shakers, and a shelf full of cold depression glass,
some red as blood platelets, some blue and silent as mothers in the early
morning, the green saucers a cheap midwestern jade
made from sad, prohibition beer bottles.
I push the heavy dresses and sweaters on their clearance racks –
they sigh aside, each item of clothing smelling of its previous owner:
tobacco, peppermint, lilac, SenSen. I search through the pockets
and find old clippings, coupons, bingo cards. by the back window
there is a table assorted with old wrist watches, all out of sync
and ticking a handful of different sounds, like split personalities.
busted radios, children's toys – cement mixers made from aluminum
and steam shovels craned like sleeping ibises. i step quietly
among these artifacts, careful not to wake them.
the afternoon light is yellowed around the edges like a scrapbook photo,
and the old baby grand piano standing in the corner lobotomized,
strings and hammers
twitching like hand-bones, and whispering quiet, residual notes
as I pass, trying to reminisce with me, wanting me to run my fingers
over her teeth, as farmers do with sheep or horses
to affirm health and utility, saying,
yes, we can still keep her,
yes,
she is still here.
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