I’ve been alone all my life with just me and my family. Yea I was your somewhat average teen, but I never had a girlfriend for Christmas I never had one for years on end. No one to light my way when I was weak, I never had another person to make my holiday’s special, to guide me though darkness when there seemed no hope left. No sweet lips to kiss and bring me to my feet once more, no head to have rested on my chest. I shead my tears in silence with no one else to hear my desperate plea for help.
But it acted as a sword for me, I was never held back by emotional bonds. I fought my battles without worry of losing someone I loved. I gave my enemies no advantage over me, nothing to make me give an inch nothing to ward me off when I sought vengeance. I would fight without relent without having worry of the consequences. What becomes my desperate plea becomes my greatest calling.
It became what is my weakness is also my strength, it became my last resort strength when I finally face my enemies, but also gave my enemies a chance to strike and I may loss because of it. To show no emotion in public and have no weakness? Or to show it and have a girlfriend?
These questions rattled my mind though out the year’s. I still wonder to this day what would be the better opinion. Oh how I would want to have such beauties, but I still wonder would it be worth having?
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