~please pay attention to the timestamps~
I. Present- Ghasakis III, Traveel City, Hyatt2 Hotel - 06:44 local time
Dawn suffused the sky – slowly, creepingly – until all at once it slid down over the high and crowded city. Aela watched it from her window, the light in the thin clouds and splashed brazenly over the shining skyscrapers in downtown Taveel. She peered down at the traffic as it picked up again after the short lull between the night and morning shifts. Even in the sound-deadened hotel room she could hear the noises of people and motion – shuttles taking off from the transport hub, a door slamming in the hall, the distant whir of ground traffic in the streets below – a white noise reassurance that strangers’ lives went on around her perpetually and at full volume.
Ghazaas was hot, dry and dust-coated. If it had always been that way or if it had once been green and fertile, Aela could no longer recall. She didn’t care. Normally she hated it here, Taveel was too choked with people coming and going, it being the interplanetary port city, and Oasis was too quaint and cluttered up with difficult memories and familial obligations.
Her bones ached. The cold of Korvalis had seeped into her and made her leaden. She loved Ghazakas just then. She pictured herself in her tiny flat in Oasis – making herself a cup of the local spice tea and then standing on her balcony, soaking up the heat until even the memory of ice melted away.
She lowered the blind and came away from the window, the after-image of the city’s quavering glare left her blinking into the dimness. She went and lay back gingerly on the bed. Even after sleeping nearly straight through the three day trip to Ghazakas she her body still felt lethargic and her thoughts slow – muffled.
Kren had hardly argued when she requested leave – in fact he’d been almost eager to pack her off onto passenger transport. Once she was away from the Magpie she found herself aimless and her mind turned to the hot desert planet where she kept a hideaway she almost never used, the planet where her mother now lived a quiet ordinary life, far from the hard-scrabble subsistance of the ‘Yond. Her mother would welcome her back, unquestioning, just as she always did no matter if Aela had been gone a month or three years. Maybe I won’t stay long Aela had thought as she made her arrangements last night, or maybe I’ll stay forever.
The air in the hotel was cool and still, smelling faintly of laundry soap and turmeric. Aela toed off her shoes and pulled the stiff, green bedspread around her shoulders, telling herself just for a minute, I’ll just rest for a minute. I don’t have to catch the train until three.
*
The inistant bleating of the proximity alarm sent her scrambling ungracefully upright – heart pounding and limbs fizzing with adrenaline. She reached over to the bedside table for her pulse baton. It wasn’t there. Her hands groped frantically over the empty table top. So where was it? She was yanking open drawers and about to drag the whole table away from the wall to be sure the baton hadn’t fallen behind it when she came back to herself. This was a hotel in Taveel, not Wolsey’s Landfall. There was no proximity alarm. There was no pulse baton, she’s left it on the Magpie. And the bedside table was probably bolted to the wall.
She sat back on her heels where she was kneeling and leaned her head against the mattress – torn between laughter and hysterics. After a moment she realized the sound that woke her had not been completely imaginary – an incoming transmission, the wall-mounted vid-phone had a light blinking and was chirping politely.
She unfolded herself from the floor, slumped into the distinctly uncomfortable chair in front of the telephone desk and accepted the call. Kren’s face looked back at her on the screen. Maybe she was still bleary from sleep but she couldn’t quite read his expression.
“Hello,” She said, wary and uncertain why he was calling her so soon after they parted ways. Especially since their last few conversations had been less than amicable.
“Aela,” said Kren, “Something’s come up. If you’re interested I can be there to pick you up by tomorrow night.” His manner was businesslike, Aela could tell that he’d phrased it as a question in an attempt at diplomacy, such as it was. This was not a request.
“A job? Kren…”
“We need you on this one, Aela,” he insisted, his voice seemed flat and not just because of the long distance transmission. “Don’t tell me Bess would suit because she wouldn’t. She’s a terrible actress. It’s you or it doesn’t happen.
“Kren, for god’s sake… Three days, I’ve been gone. Three! I just checked into my hotel. Does it have to be now?”
Kren waited this out impassively. A thought struck her - how did he know where to reach her? She hadn’t even known where she was headed when she disembarked, certainly she hadn’t left behind and itemized itinerary for him.
“Yes, it has to be now. We have this argument every time we get hired and you’re not in the mood to –“
“Well forgive me if the ice-ridden hell we just went through made me a little moody,” she cut in coldly.
Kren scowled and then sighed, running a hand back through his short hair. “That was – badly worded.”
“Yeah.”
There was a pause then. Aela heard the murmur of voices and laughter go by in the hall. Her body had calmed from it’s earlier surge of adrenaline but everything felt dreamlike, surreal, something about the day, the room – the glow of sunlight through the roman shade, the small, jealous hope for freedom that kept her from surrendering to the inevitable just yet.
She looked at Kren’s face on the vidscreen as though it were a stranger’s. The strong line of his nose, his clear grey eyes. There was tension around his mouth, she saw – he looked pale, tired. He looked older.
“So this job,” she said, “I go in undercover, I take it.”
“Yes.”
“Is there a mark or do I take a second?”
“You’ll take a second. Not me, if that’s what you’re worried about,” he said, his gaze skittering away from hers, a self-deprecating smile lifting the corner of his mouth.
Aela shook her head, “That’s not what I – I wouldn’t…”
“Listen, Aela,” he ploughed on as though she hadn’t spoken, “The timing is terrible but look at it this way – I’ll owe you one, one favor within, you know, a certain amount of reason and you’ll have free license to complain about what a terrible task master I am for at least the trip back.”
She smiled obligingly but with no emotion behind it and sighed, propping her elbows on the desk. Leaning closer didn’t make Kren’s face any clearer it just made the noise in the transmission more evident. She fought the impulse to touch the screen. She knew she was going back and so did he, there was no need for either of them to acknowledge it verbally. “I’m tired, Kren,” she said instead.
“I know,” he said, with a softness in his voice that sounded like ‘I’m sorry,’ or ‘I miss you.’ It made her breath catch in her chest. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Wait – one thing? How did you know where to find me?”
He gave her a look that said he thought the answer was obvious. “Ghazakas is always your first stop when you take some time. You told me so yourself, once. Took me a little more effort to find out at which hotel to find you, but…” He shrugged.
“Oh. Right.”
“I’ll get in touch with you when I arrive,” he said and ended the transmission.
Aela sat staring at the blank screen for a long time. She would have to call her mother and tell her she wouldn’t be coming out after all to see her. She wondered if she could get her train ticket refunded.
She hadn’t expected to have to face Kren again so soon.
But I was going to have a break, she thought, I deserved it -- And just because I’m accepting a job doesn’t mean everything is simply alright between us.
At least she hadn’t unpacked.
I. Before – Korvalis, Wolsey’s Landfall, Alliance Mining Outpost, -22:53pm local time
We are living inside the skin of a bubble, the universe, the infinite moment. The galaxies are spinning and drifting, the planets orbiting their stars in a constant of subliminal motion and snow is falling on the damp street. You step out onto the quiet sidewalk and watch your breath turn into mist in the air. It’s the middle of the night here. You can already feel the cold beginning to seep through your coat and you can feel apprehension fluttering in your chest. This is not where you want to be but you know the people who are paying you. You know them. They’re people you don’t say no to.
Kren steps up behind you, tugging at his coat and adjusting his scarf. You can see him fidgeting out of the corner of your eye. He shuffles his feet in the snow and you know that he’s thinking of apologizing for dragging you out to this ice ball of a backwater planet and into this mess. But you don’t want him to apologize and if he does you feel you are likely to hit him. Or perhaps you will just turn and walk back into the transport hub and catch the first ship away from here.
“Aela,” he says softly. He’s got this low gravely voice like he’d worn it out when he was younger and this was all that was left. You look straight into his eyes in that way you know unsettles people. He’s shorter than you by a couple inches- just enough that he has to tip his chin up to look at your face. You watch as his expression hardens. Snow clings to his short, graying hair. “Look, Aela, just do as you’re told on this one, okay? These aren’t good people and you don’t want to draw their attention.”
“I can take care of myself,” you say thinking, ‘it’s too late, they already know me.’
“I know you can take care of yourself. I’m not disputing that. I’m just saying, don’t get in their faces. And for god’s sake don’t get into bed with any of them, that’s the last thing any of us needs”
You feel your apprehension coarsen into anger. “’The hell- Kren- How low is your opinion of me these days?” you say incredulous. “I may be female but I’m not indiscriminate, not am I mentally deficient in any way. You of all people should know that I know when to keep my hands to myself. And you should listen to your own advice, I mean, that incident Chernovic, you remember that was you, right?”
Kren took his hands out of his pockets and held them up in a sign of surrender. “Hey, hey, I didn’t mean anything by it. I just gave Parmir the exact same lecture.”
You pull your gloves on roughly. “Right. Of course. Got it.” You look at your feet in the iced over snow and then at the building beyond the causeway. It’s an ugly graceless city and even the fresh snow can’t quite make up for it, but even this small outpost is better than what lies ahead.
Kren sighs a puff of white condensation and looks away. “Lets get to the hotel,” he says sounding oddly tired. He starts down the sidewalk with crunching footsteps. You glance at the transparent doors of the hub with longing and then follow after him.
II. Present - Ghasakis III, Traveel City, Hyatt2 Hotel- 23:24
Kren shows up at her door late the next night. She holds the door open for him wordlessly and watches as he walks over and sits on the edge of her bed. Her bones feel tight and Kren is still looking at her like he’s being careful. She’s wearing a dress of layers black gauze- Shavellian silk, she’d bought it in the market places just hours earlier, and her hair is brushed smooth. Kren is watching her glimmer darkly.
She looks better rested than the last time he saw her and he says so. She also looks pissed as hell but he doesn’t mention it.
“I’ve had 49 hours of vacation. Enough time for a nap. Not enough time for a tan,” she deadpans.
Kren nods. “You ready to go?”
“Sure. You don’t want me to change first?”
“No,” he says, watching the way the dress clings to her hips. Parmir and Ziv are going to stare at her like she’s a king’s concubine but she wont mind. She is glorious.
“Alright then, let’s get out of here.” She grabs her duffle bag and they leave.
Kren has the shuttle parked in a rented space atop the massive transport hub. Aela looks around at the crowded streets and animated billboards as though she’ll be sad to leave them. He feels guilty suddenly for making her leave. He remembers her telling him once that she could almost see Ghasakis III as home. This is Aela though, so he knows better. There’s just something in her spirit that makes her drift.
He catches her elbow and pulls her aside into an entrance way of shop that’s closed for the night. The air is hot and dry and filled with a strange mix of smells. Warmth radiates from the pavement. Aela looks at Kren with raised eyebrows.
“Am I wrong to be insisting you come back early? There’s still time for me to get Bess out here instead,” Kren asks, not quite meeting her eyes.
Aela’s brows draw together in confusion, “What’s going on here? Don’t you think I can handle myself?”
“That’s not it. It’s just,” Kren shrugs. “If you tell me right now you don’t want to do this, then you don’t have to. You can stay here and, I don’t know, buy more dresses like that one,” he gestures vaguely in her direction.
Aela stands very still for a moment, looking over Kren’s shoulder at the drifting crowds. The she straightens up and she smiles genuinely. Kren wonder’s what she’s thinking.
“I wouldn’t want Bess to have all the fun, now would I?”
“Good.”
Kren starts walking again. Aela loops her arm through his casually.
“Okay, so tell me, what did I just agree to do?”
“Steal 500 Kamaalian orchids from the belly of a ‘Yonder ship-for-hire, while posing as Jess’s wife.”
“But you told me I would be able to choose who I would work with!”
“Tough.”
“I’ve changed my mind, can I stay on vacation?”
“Nope. That twinge of guilt is long gone.”
“You owe me, Kren,” she reminds him.
“So I’ve said.”
Kren looks over at her and is glad to see she’s still smiling slightly. He knows enough to know that she’s nowhere near back to normal, but it’s a step in the right direction. He hopes, though, that she never realizes that she will never be normal while she’s working for him.
III. Present – The Nokwalish, - 10:05 Interstellar Standard Time
Onoh nodded in greeting to Tom across the command deck. “Thomas, just the person I needed to see. We’ve got passengers coming aboard on their way to stellar outpost one dash epsilon- an astrophysicist and a newly-wed couple. I want you to go greet them and show them to their quarters.”
“Newly-weds? Who ever heard of One dash Epsilon as a honeymoon spot?” Tom asked curiously.
“Hey, not my business, not my trouble,” said Onoh briskly. She held up an h-comp in one elegant white hand. “Here are their boarding applications and their room assignments. I expect you to keep them away from my engines and away from the cargo.”
“So basically, I’m on baby sitting duty. Have I committed some particular offense?”
“Nothing worse than being good at public relations and being generally amiable,” replied Onoh, “Though I suppose on Dorvas V that would be considered offensive.”
Tom rolled his eye. “I don’t think there’s anything they don’t find offensive on Dorvas V.” he took the h-comp and skimmed it briefly. “When are they coming aboard?”
“The astrophysicist will be here in an hour, the newly-weds have just requested permission to board.”
“Right. I’ll go meet them then.” He glanced at the h-comp, “Hendry and Sanja Najelder?”
“Hender and Sanya Nasoolly,” corrected Onoh, “They’re Vorash names.
“Vorash?”
Onoh nodded, “Never had Vorash on my ship before. I don’t have anything against them though, as long as they don’t get us involved in their causes.”
Tom nodded. “I’m sure they’ll have other things on their mind besides activism, but all the same I’ll make sure they understand.”
“Good.”
Tom headed off to the docking port. Hender and Sanya, he thought, those are nice names.
I. Before – Much Before
Aela’s father kept a little voyager class ship. It was his home and his livelihood from the day he bought it, already worn and half forgotten from a man who had meant to carve it up for parts, to the day he died. Aela could picture it clearly, him finding it in among the junkers and great hulking shapes of grounded crafts like beached whales. He would have been young then, with him all long and lean and broad-shouldered yet unimposing. A hard worker. An easy mark. But of course he was much more shrew than anyone guessed by looking at him. It had been a hot day on a nameless terraformed moon and he had listened to the salesman try to sell him half a dozen crafts already as he followed quietly along when they turned a corner and there it was. Home. Dusty and outdated and gleaming and perfect.
He bought it right there, immediately, without going home and consulting with Aela’s mother, without giving it more than a cursory inspection because he knew. He just knew.
He loved to tell that story, as much as Aela loved to hear it, as he tucked her into bed at night or when the two of them sat in the kitchen drinking hot chocolate with the future seeming a little uncertain on the Edge. The engine, he’d say, almost didn’t start, and when it did it made great noises of protestation. He’d say, at first half the lights didn’t turn on and it used twice, no three times the amount of fuel it should but it was the smoothest ride he’d ever had. He’d say it flew like it knew where he wanted to go before he did.
When she was little she would run her hands along the walls, feeling the hum of the ship in the palms of her hands and the soles of her feet. She would fold herself in with the extra pillows and blankets in the bottom of the linen cupboard at the end of the hall and listen to the inescapable song of the engines and imagine she could understand what it sang, that it sang just for her. That she could sing back.
~Here endeth the prologue. Thoughts? Crits?
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