Chapter 2
Switching dorms
As I lay in bed, I could here the rain beat of the window, it was calming, since Ella came everything felt wrong, as if I had done something, I lay on my bed hoping that I could lie here all day, to sore to move, my head was hurting. I was suddenly snapped out of my relaxed state, by someone knocking the door too loud for anyone this early in the morning I got up and dressed, before I opened the door to see who would knock so loud. I opened the door to find Angelia there
“Forget you’re dorm pass again?” I laughed
“Shut up!”
She said in an almost evil voice. She limped into the dusty dorm room. I snickered
“Break a heel?”
At this point I was laughing hysterically. I was answered with a scary look, which warned me not to say anything again.
As I walked down the long, grey corridor, I saw a young girl crying, my heart automatically gave out to her. “What’s wrong? Are you okay?” She sniffed and she looked like she was going to talk but then she let out a giant scream, she wrapped her arms around my legs, and I almost fell over,
“Is everything okay?” I had to ask.
She whimpered,
“I just found out my mummy and daddy died yesterday!”
This little girl has lost more than me, yet I thought I could relate to her. She looked about nine. I was too afraid for this little girl to ask questions. She stopped crying and let go of me, and got up, as one of the nuns came round the corner. She ran of as if nothing was going on, though yet again I felt sorry for this little girl. I wish I could do that pretend that nothings going on. That would make life so easy, but that’s the problem life is hard you never know what will come around the next corner, you just have to hope for the best, fate has a funny way of working it self out, you hear about people committing suicide, or threatening to committee it, but deep down there just scared, it’s not that easy. They never think about the people around them, there mum or dad, scared thinking that they should have helped; They don’t think about those they are leaving behind, you would always find one in there family thinking it was there fault, and they can’t tell them it’s not, because they were to impatient to wait for fate to play the right card. I wish suicide was that easy, but it’s defiantly not. Nothing is ever that bad, I would just have to suck it up until the right card is played.
The bell rung for me to go class, so I walked in the other direction, I wasn’t ready to go to class again, I ran outside, tears coming out and burning my eyes, I ran into the gardens of the school, the mud soaking through my shoes, I felt so stupid. I looked around with blurred vision, as I started to run, I was hoping to avoid, everyone, I just needed to be alone. I ran to the back of the school, only to find Ella standing there, I couldn’t understand why she was here but I didn’t ask questions. I tried to avoid her, but failing miserably. I ran straight into her, it wasn’t the first time this had happened, but today she seemed to be expecting it. Her arms rapped round me.
“It’s all right, everything is going to be okay,” she sounded so serious and actually a bit sorry.
“How do you know?”
I half screamed at her.
“Trust me, he will be back.”
That wasn’t why I was crying but she was comforting me. How did she know about Nick? Did she follow me here? When I lifted my head of her shoulder I realised I soaked her shirt were I was crying. She laughed and pushed me away from her, and looked at my face
“Dry your eyes, no point crying over spilt milk,” She whispered into my ear.
Of course I was completely confused at this, but I didn’t ask questions.
After the bell rung I had to go to P.E. I didn’t care maybe if I ran it would clear my head, but when I got to class we were told that Miss Karnal was sick, I was completely annoyed at this P.E teachers don’t get sick, I wasn’t into being healthy, but it beats doing extra maths work. I drifted through my classes for the rest of the day, trying not to remember what had just happened. But my fear over came me, forcing me into a pit of despair, I was alone here, as usual.
The day was over, thank God, it seemed like the longest day ever. I felt sick, depressed and tired. I walked back to my dorm to find my things at the door to my room. I ran for the door, hitting it as hard as I could, Angelia answered,
“Forget your dorm pass?” She laughed a real evil laugh throwing her head back in the process
“Yes, now let me in Angelia.”
“Actually this isn’t your dorm anymore, you share a dorm with that creepy new girl, now please remove your filthy, old shoes from my door way.”
I removed my foot and the door was slammed in my face. I grabbed my stuff and set of down the corridor, in search of my new room. I couldn’t believe my luck , I felt tired my feet were peeling, I wanted to cry out but I couldn’t like something was stopping me, like a wall. My life was getting worse as it went along. I wasn’t feeling well, my chest was tight, my heart was going a thousand miles per hour and there was no sign of it slowing down.
After about an hour, I finally found her dorm. It was near the bottom floor. I knocked on the door, and was answered after a view minutes, the door opened spilling light onto the corridor.
“Ella?”
She looked different; her hair was down falling across her face making her look much younger.
“Yes.”
“I was told this was my new dorm,”
She looked at me as if I was an alien, but she stepped aside letting me through.
“Can you lift some of my stuff in please?”
“Yeh of course.”
She said suddenly sounding excited. “This is going to be amazing.”
I laughed; as she left to get my things I grabbed Nick’s journal and stuffing it in between a floor board that lifted up. I wanted to read it but I was afraid what was in it. Maybe he talked about his mum, or me, or maybe he said, why he attacked Ryan? All these questions left my mind as I saw Ella struggling to get my stuff through the door, I walked over to help, but she told me to just sit down, I did what she said, though I felt bad as she kept tripping over and falling over her own feet. As she tried to get to the door I examined her dorm. Her dorm was almost the same as my old dorm, the only thing different of this one was she had her own bed sheets they were bright purple with blue circles the ones on my bed were covered with pink, gold, green, purple, yellow hearts.
It took her a while but I was entirely grateful. When she was finished she sat own on my bed a started to talk, I could barely understand a word she was saying because she was talking too fast.
“I can’t believe this,”
“Well believe it.”
I laughed, eventually she left my bed to go to her own. After a while I found myself drifting in and out of sleep. This was a new room, I was afraid that Nick wouldn’t be able to find me, or that he would climb through the window and get caught by Angelia, my heart shrunk, as I fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning, with a doctor looking over me; I felt a tiny bit embarrassed, as I was wearing my tank top and my pyjama shorts. How long was he there for, I suddenly realised there was something in my wrist pumping some kind of liquid into me. I felt a wave of heat come over me forcing me to jump up straight, the doctor handed me a bucket, probably thinking I was going to be sick but I passed out.
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In the dream I was walking along a long road, which seemed it would never end, I suddenly realised I was walking along water, the cool salty water splashing my feet. The calm sea breeze flowing through my hair. Then suddenly the sky grew darker and I could taste smoke in my mouth, it was all so sudden, night had came, there were no stars in the sky but floating beside me, there faint glow showing a lot of trees the dull brown making it look darker. I reached out to touch one of the stars I got closer and closer…. “Hailey, Hailey, what’s wrong?”
I was woken, and I was annoyed, Ella stood over me looking over me,
“Are you okay?” she sounded worried, fear taking over her voice.
I tried to talk but was stopped as I felt the vomit coming up. I leaned over the side of my bed looking for the bucket but it was too late I threw up all over myself.
“What’s wrong with me?” I muttered.
“The doctor said nothing too serious but we have to be careful around you.” She muttered the last part.
“What is that suppose to mean?” She shrugged
“I’m going to get you a drink I will be right back.”
I was surely dyeing, the pain in my wrist came, I wanted to rub it but there were bandages around, I felt worse. What had they done to me, was it legal?
I sat in my bed waiting for her to come back, she took too long so I went and got a shower in the shower I couldn’t understand why I was sick I was perfectly healthy and with that I jumped out of the shower and I threw up into the toilet. I was too tired to wait for Ella to come back, so I lay down hopping my dream would come back to me but it didn’t, I dreamed of nothing, or at least nothing I could remember.
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