Weird, this is my FIRST post.
In the annoying yellow light of my tiny room, I stared at the white paper spreading before me. Not knowing what to expect, I sighed out and growled in agony, trying to haul out the flames that licked at my heart for as long as I could remember.
I used to be talented and inspiration was easier than a piece of cake. I lay my head on the cold surface of my desk and thought, 'I can't even bake a cake.'
I couldn't make anything or do anything, but let a pen trail down the plain pages. Yet again, my pages remain as blank as my aching brain that was empty of any ideas and any thoughts to muse. Ah! Even my muse was now gone and was impossible to salvage, for I never knew whether it was my dead mother or my burnt books.
I shook my head and did the only thing I could do then, for I had no other way to express myself. Tears slid down my cheeks, running away from my eyes that saw nothing but blackness in this episode of despair.
I licked my lips reluctantly, as my fingers clutched to the pencil again. Was it the pencil shaking, or was my nerves trying to prove that I wouldn't succeed?
Ignorant of the answer, I blinked to see through the dampness of my eyes and proceeded with my next attempt.
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