just using this so i can bring it to school

Alright, I figured I would type this time. Give my arms some rest. Tonight, talking to Tiffanie, a lot of things came into view. Things aren’t as bad as they seem. We just think they are. I know your parents don’t trust us, but eventually they will. It will just take time; we have to give them reasons to trust us again. And about you being pregnant, I still believe that you aren’t, but in that strange case you are, we may not be ready for it, but I know we’ll be great parents for that kid. I’m just hoping that we won’t have to go through that experience till we’re older. I started crying when I was talking to tiffanie, she doesn’t know that though. We started talking about the past. I thought about those pages from your journal. I hope you’ll never do that again. And as long as I live, I will try to be there for you whenever you need a shoulder to cry on. I may not be the perfect guy, no one is, but I’ll here for you, I will ALWAYS love you, that will never change, not as long as I’m still alive. I love you for you, you (in my eyes) are the perfect girl. In every way shape and form. I wouldn’t change any part of you. I want you to stay you. There isn’t enough words know to the world to describe the love I have for you. Time won’t go fast enough. I want out of here now, I want to take you away from all this. You deserve a better life than this. And I’ll do anything I can to make you as happy as possible. I know I’ll mess up from time to time, but everyone does that. I just hope you can put up with me being a du mmy sometimes. About getting married sooner, I’m not sure; I think we should just wait. I don’t have to live on the base. I can get a house or apartment close. I want to take things slow, just let things happen naturally. About Feb. 12th, I have one question, not trying to be an ass about either, but I just want to be sure, do you have any STD’s? I just don’t want the chance of getting something. You know me, I like being cautious about things. And i think you are up to something evil about Thursday. I don’t know why I think that, but it’s just a gut feeling. I just want to know what you’re up to. But whatever it is, I’m sure it’s something good. At least I hope it is. It’s been 8 days since you’re truly “made” me quiet. I miss those moments. But I’m cold, I need to go upstairs. I love you so much, and that love will always be yours, no one elses. You are one and only one for me. A lot of people agree with me that we were made for each other.
Your man and love forever and always,