--Carina--
I found myself chewing on my nail whenever Riley wasn't looking. The mere fact that I was just kissed by Riley Trahan was enough to push my anxiety to its limits. I thought of the way his lips had been on mine, soft and fiery, as the bass pulsed around us, the hair on the nape of his neck smooth beneath my fingers. He had been tugging me around by the hand since then, and I'd nearly memorized the sight of Riley's back and bent elbow as we weaved in and out of the other kids. My first drink--yes, still my first--felt clammy and wet with condensation in my hand.
Luckily I was good at biting back a smile, because if I wasn't, someone would think I was either insane or madly in love.
"Yeah, I was looking for you" Riley was saying to someone he'd walked over to talk to. Some tall football-player-type wearing a black polo and pretentious hair. Nice hair, sure--but it screamed pretentiousness.
I realized that they were looking at me.
"Who's she?" the boy asked Riley in an inquisitive tone. He was staring at me levelly with cerulean eyes. His eyebrow furrowed.
Riley glanced back at me, a smile threatening to disassemble his stony expression. "My date," he told the boy, "Carrie." The boy reached a finger up to scratch his cheek. Smiled. "This is James," Riley introduced. James reached out and took my hand, holding on for a second too long.
"Carrie," he said, smiling so his white teeth glinted. "I like that."
"Hi," I said, not bothering with any Nice to meet you's. I'd stopped saying them awhile back, when I realized that it wasn't exactly nice meeting everyone. Glancing down, I caught a glimpse of a tattoo on his arm. I tried to read it, but the ink was cursive, and it was dark. Riley suddenly put his arm around me; I could smell his cologne. My hand was jostled from James's.
"We should go," he said abruptly. I could hear a hint of jealousy in his tone.
"See you around," James said to Riley, but looked at me as he took a swig of his drink.
"Yeah," Riley agreed, nodding. I blinked at James, narrowing my eyes. Riley took my hand as we disappeared into the crowd, and goosebumps tickled my arms.
Soon, we were dancing again, my arms around his neck, and the music was loud. I couldn't stop looking into his eyes and staring at the smirk that lit up his face, and then suddenly he was kissing me again, his lips catching mine. I let my guard down, kissing him back for the second time, my fingers touching the rough stubble on his chin, and then falling to the collar of his shirt. His tongue was in my mouth, and when I came up for air, his face was close to mine. "Hey," he whispered. "Maybe your girlfriend was right." His breath was hot on my cheek. "Those bunk cabins are there for a reason, right?"
It took me a moment to realize what he was getting at. My heart raced. I moistened my lips, and Riley's arm tightened slightly around me, pulling me closer. Telling myself not to think, I put my hand on the back of his neck, and then kissed it. "Okay," I whispered, lips brushing against his ear. We seemed to walk out of the main cabin in slow motion, him holding me close. I remember the cool breeze, and my shoulders shivering despite the warmth of Riley's body against mine, before he stepped away to knock on one of the doors. Part of me hoped the door was locked.
The door opened.
Riley was backing into the door, running his long fingers through my hair, and I kissed him hard, fingers toying with the buttons on his shirt. He reached around to unzip my dress, and I wriggled out of it. Soon, his hands were on my bare skin, and we fell back onto the bed. Him on top, stealing kisses between breaths. I didn't think about anything but him.
~*~
We must've fallen asleep, because I opened my eyes later, sheets tangled around my feet. I was confused at first, and sat up, holding the blankets to my chest. The cabin was pitch-black, but I could hear mingling voices outside. Oh, God, I thought, slowly remembering. I reached around frantically for my phone, but couldn't find it anywhere. Where's my purse? I looking around for a sign of it as I knelt in bed. Shit. I saw my dress in a pile on the floor.
There was movement next to me, and I saw the vague outline of a figure splayed out under the covers. Riley. I couldn't believe it. I exhaled. Not knowing what to do, I scrambled to the dress that I'd thrown on the floor, and hurriedly put it back on. I struggled with the zipper. Spotting my purse at the entrance of the room, I stumbled over to grab it.
I was still zipping my dress as I stepped out of the cabin. Squinting, barefooted. Feeling exposed, I almost had second thoughts. I almost decided to run back inside the cabin and jump back in bed, denying that I'd ever woken and left in the first place.
I was never like this; I always prided myself on how cool and collected I could appear in situations of high intensity. I usually thought things out; had them all planned and outlined in my head, and ready to execute as I wanted and with extreme precision.
But this wasn't me. I was frazzled and had made about ten rash or impulsive decisions in the past several hours. I took out my phone and looked at the time. 1:00 A.M. I'd been here for five hours.
Mom's going to ground me for a month.
My bare feet walked hurriedly along the damp, wooden deck. I realized I forgot my shoes.
Oh, Carrie, you're the stupidest fucking girl ever.
"Carrie?" I heard Jasmine's voice call, and she was heading towards me, accompanied by a whole other posse of girls. She was clearly drunk. The other girls were staring at me, muttering to one another. "Wow," Jazz said, with a smile, "Did you get laid?" I didn't respond, and Jasmine took my arm. "C'mon, babe," she said, "let's get you some water, okay?"
I shook my head, mouth dry. "No thanks," I told her. "I want to go home."
"Awh," Jasmine said, with a sympathetic puppy-dog face, her hand raising to her cheek. "You wanna go home?"
"Maybe you should drive her, Jazz," one of the other girls slurred.
"And I'll take care of her date," another said, with a laugh.
I suddenly felt like I would cry. Or vomit. Or both.
"Girls!" Jasmine scolded, slapping one of them in the face suddenly. The girl shrieked. "I'll drive her," Jazz said, waving her hand. The girl she'd slapped was still holding her face, glowering and whimpering subtly.
"You're drunk," I squeaked, though anything sounded better than staying here at this point.
Jasmine pretended to think about it, as if she didn't know whether she was or not, and then grabbed my arm again. Her acrylic nails pierced my skin. My mind was completely empty as she led me away from the party and down the dock, insisting over and over again that she'd drive me home.
Well, empty except for him; except for raging thoughts of Riley Trahan.
Jasmine and I had gotten to the car when a girl's voice called out from behind us. "Who's driving?" she asked.
We turned around, and Jasmine rose her hand high in the sky. "What's it to you, bitch?" she asked.
"Sorry," I said quickly to the girl who was now approaching us. She had dark hair and eyes; she looked vaguely familiar from school. "Isabelle, isn't it?"
"Yeah," Isabelle said, still looking slightly offended by Jazz's comment. "I was gonna offer to drive, since I came with someone else, and they're not leaving for awhile--I wanted to help a girl out, y'know?"
Jasmine was waving her arms around in the air now, swaying her head from side to side. Then she hugged me, talking at Isabelle. I stiffened; she was so far wasted. "Sorry babe," Jasmine said, "You can't kiss Carrie, my girl already got laid by her guy friend, okay?"
"That would be great," I said flatly to Isabelle.
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