Cypress
I winced. Didn't know that was how I came off. But honestly- this wasn't all me. And I still wanted to beat him to death- but of course, with my current state being what it was, I couldn't do that.
Yet.
I closed my eyes. If he could do it, that... boy, so could I. I closed my eyes and sent him my thoughts. Rejection, fear, panic, loss, pain- and god, the pain overwhelmed nearly everything.
Running, trying to escape this madness.
Being smirked down on by the scary girl.
Lashing out- that was just the beginning of losing control.
Reaching the city, breaking down, hearing their voices, losing control, destroying my home.
The stones, the shards of glass, falling, jeering and screaming from far away.
I left out the part at the very beginning- he didn't need to know about that. I didn't stop to see his reaction and slipped back into the clearing, hanging Audie's arm around my shoulder.
I told him she needed rest.
MMV and Lulu (who I was still analyzing) were talking up ahead and it took everything I had not to walk up and go off on them until they told us -me- what was going on. I still hated this, and was only staying because.... I looked down quickly.
Because by now the entire city thinks I'm a freak, I destroyed most of the Western District, and I have no idea what's outside of the city.
Because I have nowhere else to go.
I shook my head slightly and focused on keeping my steps steady. Not on Barke- I couldn't deal with the emotions he stirred, not on MMV- same issue. Not on Audie- I didn't know what to make of her, or any of the new kids- same thing. Not on Lulu, because I'd probably end up snarling under my breath. If she hadn't... affected Barke, I wouldn't have run, and none of this would've happened.
Pft. Like I was any better.
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