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I sit at the park alone tonight, and I'm waiting. Waiting for a sign of some sort, hoping I'm doing a good thing by being here. There are several trees spread out across an open field, and benches that line the path that goes around a small man-made lake. The lamp posts are spreading pale light over the darkened pathways for people who take nightly walks, or people like me who just enjoy the breezes that whisk through the air on summer nights like this one.
I don't even know why I came here tonight, actually. A sign? For what? Love? Please. I've read enough smut books to know that there is really no such thing as love, only sex. And I wouldn't know what that's like either. I sigh, and pull out my cell phone to check the time: 9:54 pm. Shouldn't he be here by now? Shouldn't I be in bed right now? Why did I come here?
Idiot.
I think about which way I can go home, the routes I could take to get to one destination. But what if he comes here after I leave? Oh, well. His loss.
A light wind rustles my hair, and I pull closed my jacket as I get up to leave. "Stupid idea to come here. Stupid, stupid, stupid." I mutter to myself.
There are hardly any sounds as I walk home, besides cicadas buzzing loudly to one another. No cars; the streets are silent. A few people are out tonight; couples walking hand in hand, a few groups of guys smoking with bottles of soda or beer in their hands. And then there's me; the only one alone. I pass by the third or fourth group of guys on a two way street, and I hear footsteps behind me.
I don't dare a glance over my shoulder, as my heart begins to race slightly faster. I pick up my pace, and change my course since I'm being followed, heading down an alley, my hands in my pockets.[/i][/i]
Trying to hide is never easy when you are being followed, so hiding behind a dumpster was out of my idea list.
Come on, Raven, think!
The footsteps are closer to my heels. I'm losing time. I stop walking abruptly, turn on my heel, and swing my arm out to try and clothes line the figure behind me. Instead of hitting it, the person grabbed my wrist and pulled it to their chest, then shoved me to the ground, and mounted me so I had no escape, also holding down my wrists down.
"Jesus, Raven!" said the figure. "It's just me."
I sighed, my heart still beating in anticipation, "You asshole, Xander. Let me up!" I struggled against him, only knowing him because he's my ex. "Seriously! I have to get home!" I struggled more, but he acted like my squirms were nothing.
Smiling, he simply replied, "What? We're not having fun?"
"NO! What do you want?"
"I want to know why you were at the park tonight." He demanded.
"That's really none of your business. I broke up with you, we're done. You lost your right to know what I was up to when-"
He cut me off, "Oh, save me the damn 'you broke my heart' speech," he paused. "I've heard it too many times."
"Then why the fuck did you jump me?! What do you want, Xander?!" I yelled at him.
"Hey, is there a problem here?" Another voice came from behind Xander, and it was a male voice.
Xander looked over his shoulder, "Fuck off, this isn't your problem, buddy."
There was movement behind him, but I couldn't tell what was going on. "Now it is," said the man. Xander got off of me, and went to stand in the guys face, as I leaned up and got to my feet.
"This is a really good chance for you to walk away, hero boy," threatened Xander. But the guy just smirked and replied, "And this is a good chance for you to leave that girl alone, and walk away. But are you doing that? No." There was a lot of sarcasm and smart ass in this guy, but he didn't know who he was dealing with.
"Look, I appreciate the help, but please, for your own sake, go." I pleaded to the unknown stranger who had potentially "rescued" me. He looked past Xander and met my eyes.
God, those eyes: deep ocean blue. "Don't worry," He said. "I know what I'm doing."
Xander looked back and forth between the man and mine's eye contact, and his face filled with jealousy. "She's my girlfriend--" He started to say
"Bullshit! I am not!" I yelled. The stranger, posed for a fight, said, "Look, I really don't want trouble. Leave the girl alone, and you'll go home in one piece, OK?" Xander looked at him for a moment, sizing him up. Then punched him right across his jaw, making it sound a terrible cracking noise. The fight was sprung.
The stranger retaliated with a sharp upper-cut to Xander's chest, and a quick left cross to his face as he bent forward in pain. Xander stood up right, his hands in fists in front of his chest, and did a round house kick to the man's left set of ribs. Everything was becoming violent too fast, if someone didn't stop Xander, he would kill the man.
"STOP! Xander, STOP! Please!" I couldn't help but watch in horror as he beat the crap out of the man; the man who had done nothing to him besides self-defense.
By now, the stranger was on the ground in the fetal position, and Xander was kicking him in the ribs repeatedly. I went up to Xander and tapped his shoulder. He turned around, and I punched him right in the nose, hearing it crack on contact. "Ah! You bitch! You broke my nose!" he howled in pain.
"Then leave before I break something else!" I retorted. He stayed, still groaning.
"GO!"
He looked me in the eye, and started trekking down the alley, back to the main road by a bar.
I went to the stranger's side, and held his head in my lap.
He's still breathing...
"Please," I cry. He looks up at me finally, those ocean blue eyes have me swimming in them.
And finally I recognize him. The man I was waiting for at the park...
Nathaniel. My Nathaniel. My lover.
Tears are falling down my cheeks, because the wounds are out in plain sight; both lips broken and bleeding, his chest is splattered with blood, and his arms are covered in bruises. "Why didn't you listen?" I whimper.
"Because you needed me."
"But you're hurt now," I reply.
"I don't care." He responds evenly, "I'll be OK. I have you."
"You shouldn't have been reckless," I conclude.
He stays silent. And I pull his head up and rest it against my stomach. "I'm so sorry."
We sit like that for what seemed like hours, me holding him, crying and sobbing. At last, though, he reached up and stroked away some of my tears, and cradled my face in his large hand. We sat like that more, and we were comfortable. We had known each other for 7 years.
7 years of knowing a wonderful man. Not boy, or guy, but man.
His broken lips move so I have to silence my cries to try and watch him talk.
"Please, tell me! Nathaniel..." I say desperately.
He swallows and begins, "When I first saw you, I thought you were gorgeous. I thought you were amazing, I thought you were everything to me. I realize that more, now." He pauses and swallows again. "I simply couldn't stop looking at you; bright smile, radiant eyes, and looks to kill. You were, and are, everything to me. I knew Xander was cheating on you, I know he broke your heart. You are my best friend. I stayed for you, because--" His breaths were coming in shorter now, and he strained to get his words out.
"I have to get you to a hospital," I started to pull out my phone from my pocket, tears rolling down my cheeks. But Nathaniel grasped my hand with both of his. "No! Let me finish!" He pleaded.
I nodded.
"I stayed for you," He repeated, pausing for a breath. "because I love you. And when I first saw you, I had to stop and stare." His final breath released from his mouth, and his chest didn't rise again.
"Nathaniel?" I whispered. He did not respond this time, and the only sound I heard was my scream of pain.
All because he had to stop and stare.
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