1.Life changes 2.Unanswered 3.Without any hint 4.I wish I was more like you 5.Envy/Jealousy 6.Fadeaway 7.Stars 8. I'm not the same 9.first attempt at a sonnet 10. Short Haku 11.Blue 12.Life and death 13.Crave 14.Large words(what I hear) 15.hope 16.I have what no one else have 17.shadow 18.deep thought 19.Raiment 20.Outside 21.so many things 22.I lost my skill 23.Sleep 24.Last poem I am me 35.]] 25.Black coffee 26.Never ready 27.rush 28.bleak heart 29.dislike 30.Liam 31.mental health 32.One last hope 33.time is precious 34.the taste of evil 35.Thunder and lighting 36.why is life so ephemeral? 37.Brokenheartsari 38.unknown 39.dark pain 40.A letter for my sister 41.everlasting fire
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
I know the truth is hard to digest Trying to fix my damage with doctor's prescriptions inhale, exhale But it feels like I'm not breathing stay up late nights still in pain. my mind decays, as I'm trying to make a change
Sunsets, I'm still regretting everything What's new? I'm not the same, what's next, I'm to blame Life changes If life can change, why can't I? Why do I have to stay the same? You sure don't You are a different person every day
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
Thought that you would mind, but you had different plans I was broken by design I left all of my friends I wish that I was fine But the thoughts, they never end It is never summertime, winter pulls me in
I feel so lost, and I feel so down Pain doesn't stop unless your face is on the ground Sometimes, I wish I could just drop and make myself drown But, can't drown what's already drowning.
I'm sorry I'm so sorry I left you outside in the cold Unknown I think I'm alright now
You took over my life once you saw I was weak You left without care without a hint of what's going to happen
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
Always on your own You never gave up I wish I was more like you You moved forward I'm stuck in reverse I love what you are doing You finally proved what others said was wrong You never listened to them I wish I was more like you.
You kept your head up Never looking back You kept me on track You stayed strong. Always moving on that's what happened to us. you moved on I wish I was more like you
Even when I didn't belong you made me feel like it You pushed me to my best You were a lot stronger then I can ever be I wish I was more like you.
To die with no regrets Live with every breath Your message started to spread I have so many dreams now You moved forward I'm still stuck in reverse You were able to move on I'm still clinging on to your smile, your touch, your laugh, and your words.
I'm sorry I wasn't able to move on just know that I'm still here for you
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
Envy/jealousy are no fun both make me insane tantalizing me to the breaking point
Envy requires two One has it the other wants it Envy is no fun makes me insane tantalizing me to take
Jealousy requires three it's very unpleasant it is one we never admit too one we don't even realize Jealousy is no fun makes me feel sick tantalizing me
We feel envy about something you don't have but want, but you feel jealousy over something you already have but are afraid of losing it
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
No pain when my mind fade Broken hearts, they all feel the same pull me apart let me fade away. Take me away you were my good friend, I saved you before But you ran away from the pain I stayed No pain when my mind fades Broken Hearts, they all feel the same I'm letting it fade away
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
alone no one there darkness holding my breath watching every step my heart has been cut open showing every memory, like show and tell No one here but the stars that I once believed in
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
I feel the same But I don't dress the same I was soft now i'm edgy I use to listen to pop But, my new playlist is all about metal I feel the same I don't look the same I don't dress the same I don't do the same but I feel the same
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
[i]From this vile world with vilest worms to dwell: To any sensual feast with thee alone: And dumb presagers of my speaking, From sullen earth, sings hymns at heavens gate;
Thy adverse party is thy advocate, Which have no correspondence with true sight; Beyond all date, even to eternity: For beauty pattern to succeeding men.
To witness duty, not to show my wit: To let base clouds overtake me in my way, To make him seem, long hence, as he shows now. So thy great gift, upon misprision growing,
Consumed with that which it was nourished by. For shame deny that thou bearest love to any,/i]
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I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
All humming over the ground We summon desirous hands beneath the grave Crazy! The fun is going Dark and quaking beneath the fire We confound comely sounds among the fog Repent! The passion felt good So blue beside the bullshit I find electric disasters beneath the shadows We Reach! The sin is hard trusting intangible on the edge of the world so many roads to choose from With what hopes my father miss his chance taking a chance
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
Hello Are there people out there? I need help I'm lost I'm confused I can't tell the difference between, Life and death Both are equally Painful– One haunts me, while the other is a nightmare I need help I think my mind is losing it I am out of energy Mentally and physically Why did you turn away? as I crumbled to the cold ground Sucked the air out of me I'm tumbling I'm shaking as the earth buries me alive Death Haunts me while life Is a nightmare
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
And for those, an exception, because thou. Therefore to whom, I love vulgar paper To the base, clouds do with the humble salve can I envy, why then give thee behold desert,
Wooing his from this thou keeps me first the seemly Raiment of perfect. Let me not so you Press my love is abus'd. Time, sweet gave eyes, After that which longer than enough that
Tongue thy eternal cold, being mine be Well of the Carcanet. Now, do the humble As thou, thine own thoughts is best to fair that Ink my love, and buds of mouthed there; for
A story, when beauty herself of projects, Having thee to dote. When most evident.
I promise this type of pain only gets worse ~Esmeraya~ she/they
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