I like to call them "artificial source of confidence." They are the smack of high heels on tile floors, the knowledge that I cannot trip, that, if I cannot trip, I cannot be stopped. They are love notes left in the margins of my manuscripts, for myself, by myself: Yes. You're a writer. Yes. You are capable. Yes. This is your story to tell and no one else's. They are every time I didn't look in the mirror, Every time I locked gazes with my own eyes (It's impossible to have ugly eyes)
They may be white lies but I have told myself I believe them so many times I almost believe it. I have stopped checking the ingredient label, I swallow whatever's easiest.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
I have convinced myself that fireflies know Morse Code and the stars are just one crazy Connect-the-Dots, if I stare at them long enough, they'll become a map to buried treasure. I crave an end to coincidence, a confirmation of karma, the assurance that if there's not a rainbow yet, there will be. And at its base, a pot of gold just for me. I want to believe that success is inevitable but more importantly, I want failure to be a fallacy or a puzzle with an answer I just must work my way through.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
Play some mindless computer game, one that involves spurts of rapid clicking. spacebarspacebarspacebarspacebarspace stillness.
Sit with your head on your desk, tucked in a nest of your arms, dream of what the world would be like sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssideways.
Doodle in the margins of notes you don't have to turn in- hearts and stars and dinosaurs with flamethrowers- it doesn't matter if you erase them afterwards, no one will ever see them.
Stare at the not-quite-white walls, marinate in every second, become as porous as the bricks to time's slow trickle, until the ticks hypnotize you. Or
Write a silly little poem about all the silly little ways you could spend your time.
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When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
The glass is not see-through. However it is still glass. Sometimes colors and movement sneak their way through. Never shape. Brains must work in a similar fashion: so much lost in translation.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
The surface of this world is smoother than a golf ball, its highest highs, its deepest lows just bumps and blemishes from a distance. City skylines, clothed in violet and lilac light, never show the muck and grime. There's no difference between a smile and a frown when viewed from space. Please, don't stand so close to me.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
Poem Six: If Tiles Wanted to Rise Up and Take Over the Planet, They Probably Could
but I wouldn't worry about it if I were you. The scratched and scuffed squares in millions of schools, the aesthetically-pleasing rooster in your grandmother's kitchen, the elderly museum mosaics from ancient Rome, tougher than paper, more plentiful than pears, after years of being walked all over- literally walked over- or discarded and smashed for no good reason, or left stuck somewhere for years and year and- but I wouldn't worry about it. Tiling is mostly friendly. It's the window frames you have to watch out for.
When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people. -Abraham Joshua Heschel
Hey, this might be a little late. But I love all of your poems (and you still totally have another day, so please post 20 more so I can enjoy your lovely work more!)
I would love to see poem 4 extended out, this idea of warped glass and communication lost in translation is really elegantly melded together. And what a title for poem 6! It made me smile. Yep, well that's all for now.
ps. please post more!
you should know i am a time traveler & there is no season as achingly temporary as now
Remember when dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and your mom was your hero? Race issues were about who ran the fastest, war was only a car game. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and good byes only meant tomorrow?
And we couldn't wait to grow up. — Unknown