After finding out that my old 500 pages novel isn't good enough and has a lot of defects in its plot, I decided to rewrite it all over again. It's the same plot, but with entirely different scenes and storyline.
Now, as I'm rewriting it, as if it's a whole new novel, I'm feeling as if I'm lying to myself and will be lying to the reader. I know the protagonist knows those people and that he's in love with that girl, so I can't force myself rewrite the way he meets them or act as if he doesn't know them in the beginning of the novel.
It's killing me because it's causing the biggest block I've ever had in my life. Seriously, I feel like I wanna throw up or something. It's painful.
What should I do? It feels so unrealistic for my hands to keep writing (The old novel isn't going to work. It has too much mistakes in the storyline, thus terrible defects in the scenes)
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